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2oldforthis
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Default  Posted: 6:00 PM, January 12th (Thursday)

I would like to hear from anyone who has read this book. I am reading it now. Also would like to hear from anyone who knows alot of sociopaths and narcissists.

Sorry guys its door

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Default  Posted: 7:03 PM, January 12th (Thursday)

I just read it last week. It fit my ex-friend Harry to a T. Very scary. I put my 100% trust in the hands of a sociopath with anger control issues.

You can read about that debacle here:
http://survivinginfidelity.com/forums.asp?tid=438589

On one hand, good for me that I'm still able to trust? On the other hand, oh bad choice to put it there.

Thanks to that book, I will not be picking up the phone, ever again, when he decides it's time to call me back and say sorry, be it next week or next year or next decade.


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Default  Posted: 8:16 PM, January 12th (Thursday)

I read it because my STBXWH told me he thought he might be a sociopath.

It's actually called anti-social personality disorder, and I do think that he's on the continuum. This book is part of the reason that I know I can't take him back should he ever try to reconcile.

It's scary to think there are so many people out there without a conscience.

Are you reading it because you suspect you have a sociopath in your life?


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Default  Posted: 8:28 PM, January 12th (Thursday)

I read it and found it to be a very accurate description of sociopathic behavior.

My husband before my WS was a sociopath. He was diagnosed a long time ago so the psychologist said he had sociopathic tendencies but yes, now they call it antisocial personality disorder.

It is unfixable. Personality disorders are deeply ingrained and not like mental illnesses that can be cured.


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Default  Posted: 1:33 AM, January 13th (Friday)

Oooooohhh!!!! I heard about this book! I need to put it on my list!


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Default  Posted: 7:38 AM, January 13th (Friday)

Yes, I am reading it because I know that the OW is a sociopath and I wanted to get some further info on sociopaths.

But the problem I am having is that I have known for many years that my mother has something wrong with her. In the last few years I had decided that she was probably narcissistic. In the book she refers to the pity party as pretty much a good way to know if you are dealing with a sociopath. Well that is my mother totally. Always pity, pity me. It has me wondering if she may be also. She doesn't have some of the other traits like the risk taking, gambling, sexual. I was hoping to see if someone else could give me more info and how to separate the two.


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Default  Posted: 8:14 AM, January 13th (Friday)

This book was really good, and made me realize that my WS was a sociopath, even though both my counselor and my lawyer thought he was, it didn't really click with me until I read this book.

It helped me realize that he was not going to change, and there was no "cure" for him, and there was nothing I could have done differently.

It also helped me to realize that he does not have the same normal human emotions that normal people have. He is missing things that other people feel, and that he was able to mimic human emotions that he had seen other people emit at the right time. It was like he was playing a part, acting, in order to keep the facade going.

He went undetected for this long because sociopaths blend well into society. Picture Scott Peterson!


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Default  Posted: 11:08 AM, January 13th (Friday)

It helped me realize that he was not going to change, and there was no "cure" for him, and there was nothing I could have done differently.

This helped me let go of Harry, too. I had always felt that he'd been through so much, been damaged by the traumas of his childhood, and that he had a good heart inside what was otherwise not always socially acceptable behavior. I was patient with him and understanding of his hot buttons, because I believed in him deep inside.

I was so shocked when he turned his anger on me. My crime was liking him too much, enjoying myself too much, and disagreeing with him when he started yelling at me calling me psycho. When he got me drunk, picked a fight, and stalked off leaving me alone in the street in a dangerous situation, I was stunned. The next morning he looked at me with cold, dead eyes, denying the validity of any friendship between us either now, or when we were BFFs 20 years ago. And this is right in the face of him telling me last May when we reconnected, that he'd mourned my marriage to XWH for YEARS--and him calling for long talks on the phone for hours per week ever since.

It was so disorienting because none of it made sense.

And this book helped me see that the next time he calls and tells me he's changed, and how sorry he is, no good can come from me FEELING SORRY for him (the pity thing, right there!)--and guilty for myself (engineered by him I see now) that I was born into a stable secure family and that he has challenges I can never imagine.

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Default  Posted: 12:18 PM, January 13th (Friday)

This was one of the most informative books I've ever read. A real eye-opener. Until I read it, I thought all sociopaths were murderers and rapists. An uneasy realization when you discover that they're right here living in your everyday world.

This quote from the book was particularly alarming:

"Put more succinctly, there are more sociopaths among us than people who suffer from the much-publicized disorder of anorexia, four times as many sociopaths as schizophrenics, and one hundred times as many sociopaths as people diagnosed with a known scourge such as colon cancer."

And another pertinent quote:

"It is not that this group fails to grasp the difference between good and bad, it is that the distinction fails to limit their behavior."

It's a great read. Creepy though when you start spotting it in people in your life.


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Default  Posted: 2:56 PM, January 13th (Friday)

I read it, shortly after my X's arrest.

It is frightening to see that there are those who simply have no sense of anything or anyone but them.

Since it may be genetic, I've got my DD in heavy duty counseling to confirm that she doesn't have tendencies.


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Default  Posted: 6:28 PM, January 13th (Friday)

I'm rereading it right now, since this thread went up and reminded me of it.

I did have one sociopath in my life, not romantically thank God, and he was not a really evil or mean sort. Just blank, like a shark, doing damage but never seeming to do it out of hot malice. Before people really talked about someone being "a sociopath" we all knew there was something missing from this man, but we couldn't put our finger on it. We used to say he lacked "emotion" but that wasn't quite right.

Nowadays with the internet and books like this that have so much detailed information, it's so clear that he's a sociopath that I often think of him and wonder if the people in his new life peg him for one right away. And of course he has a new life because he trashed the one in the US so badly he fled.

He also had three children, one of whom was absolutely chilling. And I last saw her when she was 7 years old. I have never felt a truly evil vibe from a small child before or since then, and I felt guilty about it but could not shake it. It has always made me wonder if sociopathy could be inherited.


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Default  Posted: 7:12 PM, January 13th (Friday)

I loved this book because it makes sense. You think about people in your life, from work, whatever, and wonder "huh, does that person have a conscience?"

I am pretty sure I encounters at least 3 sociopaths in recent years. No empathy, but excellent cover. I remember a conversation with the one guy ( all were men) in which it chilled me his lack of empathy. it was so creepy. But no one heard it except me. Everyone loved him, though. Every time he saw me, dirty look. because I knew what he was.


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Default  Posted: 7:40 PM, January 13th (Friday)

I read the book several years ago, but not because of a personal experience with a sociopath. I have an interest in sociopathy because it is such a difficult phenonomenon to address from an ethical standpoint.

I've passed the book around and recommended it ever since. I've read Hare's work on psychopathy (the old name for sociopathy), but he dealt with criminals. Stout's book gave a much broader context for sociopathy within the general population. It's frightening to think that people we may never suspect are totally without a conscience and may be sabotaging our lives.

The only issue I had with the book is it could encourage readers to label others as sociopaths based on their personal experience. What may look like conscienceless behavior when you are on the receiving end of it and don't have access to the person's thought process or the full context of their lives may have other explanations. That's not meant to say the previous posters' former spouses aren't sociopaths. I'm referring to times when a person makes judgments based on a single incident or short period of time in a single setting.


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Default  Posted: 12:26 AM, January 14th (Saturday)

I was hoping to see if someone else could give me more info and how to separate the two.
And therein lies the problem that even the experts argue over. The DSM-V is actually being rewritten again with different diagnoses being given for different personality disorders, and a couple perhaps being removed entirely.

The reason it is hard to differentiate is because there are so many traits that overlap. And when you go thru the checklist of traits, a sociopath does not have to have ALL of those traits. So a sociopath may have 80% of the sociopathic traits but also may have 70% of the NPD traits. They are talking about working out a spectrum to say that "This person is high on the antisocial personality disorder traits of recklessness and endangering others, but lower on the trait of anger." etc....

Sociopaths and narcissists are both entirely self-centered, both willing to risk damaging and hurting others to get what they want, and also good at manipulating others. Both seem to lack empathy for others or a conscience. I do believe risk taking is a more sociopathic trait, although a narcissist CAN be a risk-taker.

So it is confusing, however, all you really need to know is that your person has most of those traits which makes them a toxic person and one you should stay away from.


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Default  Posted: 6:38 AM, January 14th (Saturday)

I also found it interesting that approximately 4% of the population are sociopaths. At first, that did not seem like too much, but then I did the math, and that meant there are about 2,500 sociopaths just in my town, based on a percentage of the population! I think that is quite a bit.

I also found it interesting that ALL sociopaths HAVE NPD, but not all NPD ARE sociopaths.


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Default  Posted: 9:41 AM, January 14th (Saturday)

Informative book...I did M one...& moved next door to one, a serial killer! He asked me out for a walk and I almost brought him a hot bowl of soup.


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Default  Posted: 4:26 PM, January 15th (Sunday)

Thanks NaiveAgain.

Do you know where I can get some up to date info on these personality disorders?


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Default  Posted: 7:46 PM, January 15th (Sunday)

There is so much information out there on the personality disorders, and even media that is ten years old or so still contains some very valuable information.

There are ten basic personality disorders (as of right now, but this is an ever-changing field with more knowledge and insight coming every day....).

This website can give you a list of the ten basic PD's....

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001935/

If you pick out a personality disorder you want to know more about, your best bet is to go to your local library and read info on it, and also google it here and read several different sites. You will then get a compilation of different thoughts on the subject but most of the time most of the information coincides so you can figure it is fairly accurate.


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Default  Posted: 7:07 AM, January 23rd (Monday)

I read this years ago---when my father was identified as a malignant narcissist/sociopath and a nephew was diagnosed as a sociopath. (I've always, always been really interested in personality disorders---turns out I have them all around me.)

My nephew isn't quite the guy next door---he is pretty obviously a sociopath; he's been noticeably different his whole life, but it became really evident at puberty.

My father is one of the quieter ones, but no one ever would have called him normal, if they knew him. He didn't fool employers and though I was an adult before I realized how disordered he is, I knew he was "off." The really malignant nature showed up when my mother needed a guardian, despite his own incipient dementia (on top of the PD); he was easily able to convince a guardian ad litem and judge that she was safe with him. (He went on to refuse her appropriate medical/rehab care, refused to modify their house to meet her disability needs, and withheld her medication. He then failed to call 911 when she had the fully-expected stroke as a result---he called me 36 hours later and asked me to stop by. When I said, "Dad, she's having a stroke!" he said, "Yes, I thought so." She survived several more months, and I was able to place her in inpatient hospice to remain safe from him-----but only because her doctors went waaaaaaaaay out on a limb and illegally allowed me to act as her health care proxy; together we cooked up a story that placated my father. He'd wanted her dead, anyway; not around was next-best---though it didn't get her money to him and sociopath nephew quite quickly enough. Though less than a mile from their house, he visited her only once during the months she was hospitalized----to try to get her to sign legal documents she was incompetent to sign. Apparently, he managed to find a sociopath lawyer, one who'd managed, in one of the most corrupt states where attorney sanction is RARE, to be sanctioned for exploiting the elderly. (He's now exploiting my father---and no, we have not been successful in stopping this OR stopping sociopath felon nephew, who's 35, does not work, and convinces now-demented sociopath father to fully support him and his wife. But that exploitation is kind of karmic.) Incidentally, my sisters and I placed numerous calls to the police about the danger to our mother. The only result (in this affluent community where we did not live) was for the cops to call my father to say, "Your crazy daughters are calling again. Things all right?"

I re-read the book after d-day, when my husband was diagnosed with a mixed personality disorder with strong antisocial traits. Five years ago, I would have told you he couldn't possibly have been more different than my father. But after d-day, his icy and sometimes downright cruel treatment of me made it pretty darn clear. There had been many red flags along the way---but he is generally affable and likeable, which makes it a lot harder to say, "This guy is a freaking sociopath." But he doesn't connect with people except in brief, brief flickers. And in retrospect, he never has. By the time he handed me the report of his PD testing results, I already knew what I was going to see.

To the poster who made the distinction, calling it antisocial personality disorder, there is a school of thought that distinguishes between antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy) and psychopathy. They were once believed to be the same thing, and now it is believed they may share traits, but are on different ends of a spectrum. The sociopath may have some limited capacity for fleeting connection/empathy, while the psychopath does not--and therefore is NOT likely to be "The Sociopath Next Door." (I will be interested to see whether/how the next DSM treats this distinction; personality disorders are, from what I understand, being overhauled in the next version.)

By this definition, my nephew is a psychopath. My father, I believe, shifted from sociopath, with age and practice, to psychopathy, given his late-life treatment of my mother.

And my husband is the nice Sociopath Next Door, with a few other kinks. (It's really common to have traits of more than one PD.) He is most comfortable with really superficial, non-intimate relationships, he possesses strong sociopathic traits as well---they come out when people get too close and threaten to see him for who he really is. But he IS the nice guy next door who people think is "the nicest guy!" Employers challenge this definition; he's never kept a job more than a handful of years. But he had me fooled for over 30 years. He convinced me the red flags waving all around were pretty decorations.)

There are many very successful narcissists and sociopaths; think of many CEOs, politicians, military generals, and so on. They do vital jobs in which a lack of connection to other humans really can be a benefit on some important level. (And no--I really am NOT saying these disorders are present in most successful people in these roles---just that you can find really amazing people with really amazing accomplishments with these disorders.)

My inlaws add to the sociopaths/narcissists surrounding me, and I've had a narcissist boss---which was VERY hard to deal with.

If you have someone personality-disordered in your life, outofthefog.net is an interesting site; it's for people with personality-disordered loved ones, and provides a lot of info, as well as has message boards with seasoned members who can help people who are just learning to deal with a diagnosis or want to make changes in how they interact with the PD person in their lives.

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Default  Posted: 7:35 AM, January 23rd (Monday)

solus sto....Very interesting, and the family across the street is just like your father except in reverse, the woman was the sociopath. When her husband had a stroke, she refused to "waste her time sitting around at some hospital" and let the ambulance go without her.

When he got home, she would not get him the meds he needed because they cost too much. She did not have her home adapted at all for his disabilities. The poor man finally died last month, at least now he has found some peace.

She is a horrid horrid person, she doesn't even try to be friendly; however, one thing I have noticed with some of these sociopaths (and wondering if anyone else has had the same experience) is that this lady and my bff's neighbor (also sociopath) always felt free to walk in the doors of their neighbors without waiting for their knocks to be answered. They would knock and then just open up the door and come on in!

My sociopathic exhusband managed to find a sociopathic lawyer, and we happened to get a sociopathic judge, so court was an awful experience which perpetuated my PTSD. They drug me in front of that psycho judge 23 times in the space of 4 years. It took me a few years to figure out what was going on and who she was, at first, neither me nor my lawyers (I tried 3 different ones) could understand what was happening in court.

You can't win with these people, because while we are going about our lives and trying to build connections to others and live our lives, they are all about winning and revenge and will spend thousands in order to win a $100 judgment. It makes no sense to the rest of us but that is because their brain is seriously different (there have been studies and x-rays done).

Unfortunately with such a large number of them running about, everyone is going to have some contact with one at some point. Hopefully for you it will just be in passing....


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Default  Posted: 2:09 PM, January 30th (Monday)

After I read the book, I started this thread because I have always known something was wrong with my mother. Some of the things in the book are exactly things she says and does.

NaiveAgain

What you said about just walking in the door. Oh that is my mom, well almost. She will ring the doorbell and wait for a very short period of time and then check to see if the door is locked if not comes in. She has come into my home at times when I have not been home and have forgot to lock the door.

Also one time when my WS was home, he had knee surgery and was very slow at getting around, I had just gone to the store to get his medicine and she came and rang the doorbell. My WS was in the bathroom. The door was locked and by the time he was getting out of the bathroom, she was around the back of the house looking thru the windows.

In the Narcissists book that would be having no boundaries. One of the seven traits for narcissists.


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Default  Posted: 3:45 PM, January 30th (Monday)

I think this book is a great read for ANYONE. You can deal with sociopaths if they know you have their number.

I found they do sort of run in packs -- if you're involved with one, you'll wind up being involved with many.

If you can convince them that you're crazier than they are and have tight limits on their ability to influence your life you can deal with one if you need to.

I think many are, as marzipan said,the products of horrific childhoods -- but it's important not to let compassion for the reasons behind the creation of the sociopath blind you to the fact that they are what they are.

It would be like letting a blind man drive your car because you feel terrible that he lost his eyesight from a head injury inflicted by one of his parents as a baby. It's damn sad, but the dude is still blind.

Anyway, I think most people will have to deal with someone who is at some level sociopathic for at least some period of time several times throughout their lifetime. And there are right ways and wrong ways to do that. A book like this is very helpful.


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Default  Posted: 1:04 PM, February 9th (Thursday)

I think many are, as marzipan said,the products of horrific childhoods -- but it's important not to let compassion for the reasons behind the creation of the sociopath blind you to the fact that they are what they are.

Definitely. And it took me a while to realize that one of the ways he manipulated me was by making sure I never forgot that *I* had a model childhood with loving parents, nice schools, and everything I wanted and needed handed to me.

On another topic, I was watching an episode of HOUSE on the DVR last night, for the first time in a while. Is Dr. House a sociopath? He only cares about medical puzzles, not patients. He messes with people's heads and leaves chaos in his wake. He does whatever he wants, for his own purposes, without concerning himself about the repercussions to others. Watch an episode after reading this book and see what you think.


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Default  Posted: 2:59 PM, February 9th (Thursday)

I don't watch that show much actually heard that it is going to end soon.

The reason why your WS never let you forget you had a good childhood is because he really wants you not to forget that he had a terrible one.

Remember the poor pity me. Complex.


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Default  Posted: 12:52 PM, February 10th (Friday)

You can deal with sociopaths if they know you have their number.

...and have tight limits on their ability to influence your life you can deal with one if you need to.

This. It's important to keep very tight boundaries IF you choose to continue to have these people in your life. But it's also very important to remember that they will never be "cured". If you keeping running around the mulberry bush with these people, you will keep running around the mulberry bush. KWIM?

And they can be very charming... Others who are unaware are taken in my their charm and are confused as to why you don't care to be around them...until they become the target of something. Inevitably, the lightbulb goes on.


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Default  Posted: 1:01 PM, March 18th (Sunday)

My mother fits EVERY item on the list. And no, we are not best buds. cd

The first line is what dear mom may say and the second line is what she really means with her comments.


WHAT SHE SAYS
WHAT IT MEANS

I love you.
I want to manipulate you.

You're showing signs of breaking away and I want to suck you back in.

I've heard people say this and it seems to get a good reaction.

I command you to love me.

Don't ever feel like you HAVE to come see me for my birthday
If you don't make the 650 mile pilgrimage to celebrate me, I promise I will do something to make you pay dearly.

Go do something constructive.
Be gone, I have no interest in my own children.

You were an "accident".
You are only here because homicide would get me jail time, and I thought you'd be a better slave, so I didn't opt for adoption.

You go have yourself a good cry!
I resent your emotions, but at least I can use them to hurt you.

I never said that!
Damned if I'm going to admit it.

Yes I said that but it doesn't work in the conversation right now.

I know I said it but itís so much fun to f*** with your head until you donít know what is true and you think you really are crazy! Yeah me!!!

It's been a long time since I talked to you and just called to see how you were doing.
I am running low on my Narcissistic Supply and need another fix.

I have no idea what you're talking about!
Damned if I'm going to admit to it.

You just aren't remembering correctly.
My version of events shows me in a better light, so that's the official one.

You never do anything for me!
I know you've done a lot for me in the past, but that was then and it no longer counts. What have you done for me today?

It's time this stops.
None of my ploys have worked to pull you back so now I will treat you like a child.

I miss you.
I miss having control over you.

I'm lacking my Narcissistic Supply - please provide it pronto.

Who have you been talking to, in therapy with, what book did you read, etc, etc, etc....
I'm not getting the usual emotional response from you and you are too dim-witted to have figured out how to shut me down on your own.

Your brother and sister-in-law took us out to dinner last night. We had such a nice time - I don't think we have ever been treated that well.
You had better step up your game and show some appreciation for all I've done for you.

I'm so proud of you.
You have made me feel good and/or *I* feel good because of you.

I can take credit for that accomplishment.

Why are you wasting your time on something so silly and that takes you away from your family?
Why are you wasting your time on something so silly and that takes you away from me?

Your father and I think ...
I think ...

So how are you?
I'd better ask, but don't worry I won't really be listening. Or as soon as you say a trigger word, which reminds me of something else, I'll interrupt and be off again!

I'm running out of things to boast to my friends about, so please come up with some accomplishments.

I'm so sorry your beloved 14-year old dog died.
Sigh ... I'd better at least mention it and then I can talk about myself again.

It's so sad!
It's so exciting! I love being this close to tragedies! The drama!

I'm sorry.
I will say the words but never change my behaviour.

I'll say anything to shut you up, but don't worry, I don't mean it.

I'm thinking of you.
I will continue to ignore your boundaries.

Letís just let go of the past.
Letís pretend everything is ok and Iím not a nightmare of a mother so I can continue to torture you and get my Narcissistic Supply.


Your sister-in-law is such a great cook! Simply amazing!
I want to take away any pleasure or pride you have in your own cooking skills.

I just want you to love me.
All I really want is for you give me my Narcissistic Supply.

Whatís wrong with you today? What is your problem?
Iím pissed that you are denying me my much needed Narcissistic Supply. Damn you!

I was only trying to help!
I demand the freedom to interfere in your life any time I want.
That is my right!

What happened to the nice girl I once knew?
Why are you no longer the easily manipulated and uncomplaining-of-abuse girl I raised you to be?

After all Iíve done for you! Youíve never appreciated me!Ē wah wah wah
I have violated your boundaries most of your life and I resent the hell out of your standing your ground and refusing to allow me to interfere, manipulate and control you.

Why are you treating me so badly? What have I done wrong?
I have the right to interfere in your life and abuse you without any consequences.

Because Iím the Mama!
You are really just a child, after all. Iíll never acknowledge that you are now an adult.

I want to give you this or that because I love you.
Itís really because you will then be beholden to me and this gives me great leverage to milk you for Narcissistic Supply.

I want to help you with your kids.
I plan to interfere in the upbringing of your children by spoiling them, disciplining them differently to your way, and ignoring your decisions and wishes regarding them. I will not acknowledge your position and rights as the mother of these children.

You were very difficult to raise.

You were always my problem child.
You resisted my attempts to violate your boundaries, abuse you and humiliate you.

I never want to be a burden to you.
I will over-run your life and suck the life force from you and your children.

Have you lost some weight?
I am so glad that I brought that sticky bun with me on this visit.

You take me the wrong way.
I will invalidate your feelings as I have done your whole life.

You're such a good cook.
You got that from me!

You're such a good mother.
You got that from me!

You don't respect me!
You won't let me abuse you!

I have to walk on eggshells around you.

You're over-sensitive.
You won't take my abuse uncomplainingly.

You won't forgive me!
You won't allow me to allow me to trample all over you even though I have expressed no repentance and will continue to act exactly as I always have.

You need more time to think about it.

Well have a think about it and get back to me.
I am not accepting your decision/opinion.

I was just joking even if I did say and do that, which I didn't.
I did say/do it, and I did mean it, but damned if I'm going to acknowledge that.

You just won't admit when you're wrong.
You defended yourself from my lies!

Medical emergency
Broken finger nail

Disaster
Phone bill arrives

Major Disaster
Visitor cancelled

[This message edited by cd103 at 1:05 PM, March 18th (Sunday)]


To Do No Harm

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