Yes, I readily acknowledge that I am a fool, but not completely. Even though POS has shown no remorse or willingness to R, I sent him a letter along with other mail of his telling him how I feel from my heart; the utter anguish that I am living with. I even sent some of the articles from the the Healing Library to try to get him to understand just how much damage he has inflicted. In a nutshell, even though I sent separation agreement papers previously, this letter opens a very small crack in the door to see if he will walk through it. I am cautiously optimistic, but not really hopeful. I am still pursuing legal steps and spent time after mailing the letter making copies of documentation for attorney. So as I said, I am not a complete fool. I just have so much emotional investment with this ass clown that I want to say I have tried absolutely everything before I call it quits after almost 30 years together. Because he is out of state, he won't get it until next week. Until then, the waiting is going to be absolutely horrific. One can only hope for a last minute miracle...
Call me a fool...
BS - Me
XPOS - too many OW/OCs, started 1994 - never stopped
3 kids - 22, 20, 17
M Dissolved 10/18/13!!!
This above all: to thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man, ~ Shakespeare
Posts: 609 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Rising out of hell's ashes!
pjkmkjm23 Member Member # 35778
Posted: 12:28 AM, April 27th (Saturday)
I wouldn't call you a fool at all. I get it. I hope....for your sake...you get the result you want. However, I caution you to not even hold your breath. The grass always looks so greener on the other side yet they forget why....because it's fertilized with so much shit
Me (BS) - 40
Her (EX) - 47
3 kids - D13, S12, D6.
M 15yrs, together ~17 yrs.
DD#1: Sept. 2004 mOM #1 (rugswept, I forgive...eventually)
DD#2: May 2012 mOM #2 (she walked-away)
Divorced: July 2013
Custody battle from hell: ongoing :-(
Posts: 273 | Registered: Jun 2012 | From: Canada
h0peless Member Member # 36697
Posted: 12:31 AM, April 27th (Saturday)
How about I call you somebody who did everything they could to try to save something that was important to them instead?