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ButterflyGirl
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Member # 38377
Default  Posted: 11:39 PM, May 15th (Wednesday)

Not anymore asshole.

Things aren't the way they were before. You wouldn't even recognize me anymore. Not that you knew me back then, but it all comes back to me In The End.

Garbage
I'm Only Happy When It Rains :

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down...pour your misery down me..
Pour your misery down...pour
You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You want to hear about my new obsession
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me...pour some misery down on me,


BW~ 35, Two Darling Sons~ 10 and 6
D-Day 9/2012
S 10/2012
Filed D 11/2012
Divorced! 4/2014

Posts: 1362 | Registered: Feb 2013
stretch13
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Member # 26894
Default  Posted: 11:15 AM, May 16th (Thursday)

let it go, butterfly girl. you aren't that sad, desperate, co-dependent girl stuck in an unending drama. he has no idea who you really are, never did.

you've become a very strong and tempered woman. it shows all over the place. go get 'em.

[This message edited by stretch13 at 11:18 AM, May 16th (Thursday)]


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ButterflyGirl
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Member # 38377
Default  Posted: 12:53 PM, May 16th (Thursday)

Thanks for your kind words stretch. That's exactly how I had been feeling for so long, a "sad, desperate, co-dependent girl stuck in an unending drama."

It feels great to let that part of me go. I don't want or need those feelings anymore, and I can be whoever I want now.


BW~ 35, Two Darling Sons~ 10 and 6
D-Day 9/2012
S 10/2012
Filed D 11/2012
Divorced! 4/2014

Posts: 1362 | Registered: Feb 2013
Topic Posts: 3