I'm sorry, RoughRoad.
I chuckle every time I read the word "Waffle", and thank you for it. Superb name.
This is one part that I finally did in honor of control. I simply could not bear thinking of myself as "Defendent", when I wanted the M and so badly. Also, I was haunted by the idea of not knowing when I would get the papers and it gave me panic.
It is surreal to see our names as "vs" because yes, it's the very same names...I can't stand looking at them and actually have a bunch of reading to, but don't know how to handle it emotionally.
I'm really sorry again, RRA. I'm waiting each day for that peace that people say descends upon us.Ashland 13
The only thing that stays the same, is change. -M. Etheridge