I had posted on Facebook last night that it was time for bed because I was going to have my granddaughter the next day so I needed my sleep. That was around 10:30. I woke up at 4:50 to a Facebook message and text from WH. The Facebook message was "Thanks a lot". The text message was "Thanks a lot now I can't see ***". WTF! You dumbass; maybe you should have thought of this stuff when you chose your "friendship" over your wife, marriage and family!!!!! I messaged him back and said "I don't know what the issue is." I then text him back and said "Why can't you. *** asked me to babysit and I wasn't gonna say no. If you want to see *** I will work something out with you." Then the guilt kicked in.....
So, I messaged him again later this morning and said that if he wanted to see *** that I would have her at the apartment and he was more than welcome to come over and see her; he just needed to let me know if he wanted to and what time. He said ok. Then he messaged me again and asked if 11:00 was okay. I said yes. So he showed up about 11:05 (always late) and stayed for a little over an hour. During that time I went to the grocery store and gas station just so I didn't have to be there the whole time. When he was on his way out he asked me if I wanted some asparagus (we used to always go and pick asparagus together) and I said "No thank you". He said "Okay, see ya later". That was the extent of our talking.
Damn, as soon as he left the tears started again. Thankfully it only lasted a little while; I kept re-reading the text messages he had sent OW so I started getting mad again. But still; why can't I just hate this man!!! I know I have to go NC as much as possible but I'm also not going to keep his granddaughter from him; that's not fair as this is between me and him, not him and his kids or granddaughter.
Okay, now I feel better that I got this off my chest. Off to a better day tomorrow!