Topic: Just need to vent I guess
Member # 39217
| Posted: 5:56 PM, June 4th (Tuesday)|
I am having a really bad "mind" day We "reconnected" this weekend for the first time since d-day. I was good & bad...it was good because for the first time in years I actually felt like he wanted me but it was hard too I only cried a little but in some ways now I have a ton of questions in my head since it was the first time since I found out I hate this I hate feeling this way I hate the mind movies & the stupid questions *sigh* just needed to get it out ...sometimes writing or typing my feelingss help some I share here some I share only with H & others I keep to myself...but thanks for letting me vent
Married 11 yrs
D-Day: 4/9/13 he cheated in '08 & now + trickle truth & tons of lies 6/27 Found more, swears I really do have the whole truth now.
2/2/14 found out more...it seems the TT never ends.
Trying to R
Posts: 70 | Registered: May 2013
Member # 35812
| Posted: 7:44 PM, June 4th (Tuesday)|
Vent away, that''s what we''re here for. (((hugs)))
Imagine a ship trying to set sail while towing an anchor. Cutting free is not a gift to the anchor. You must release that burden, not because the anchor is worthy, but because the ship is.
D-Day, June 10, 2012
Posts: 4058 | Registered: Jun 2012 | From: So California
Member # 25364
| Posted: 7:45 AM, June 15th (Saturday)|
It may not seem it now, but it will get better. Your experience is totally normal. Hang in there.
In R? But how do you know it isn't another pack of lies?
Posts: 440 | Registered: Aug 2009 | From: NY
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