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EmotionalFool
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Default  Posted: 8:05 AM, June 6th (Thursday)

After the incidence, where CL pointed out that I had added few more details to the particular day event .. I was surprised.. I have almost discussed everything over and over again
But adding more details scared the hell out of me..

I have been putting off writing it down.. Even though it was very very uncomfortable for me to share the details with CL.. I knew it was needed for his healing .. Somehow I could separate myself from actually feeling the sadness ..
I have discussed the same things with 2 ICs and still I couldnít just put it down on the paper..

Last couple of days have been very unsettling for me and I realized I had a reached a place where I HAD to write it down..

I did.. today .. din take long Ö 2 Ė 3 hrs .. I havenít noted down my feelings or what was happening around me ..
I just wrote down the dates.. what I said.. what the other person said and details of what happened .. Maybe I will revisit it later and add about my feelings.. I donít know

But I feel so exhausted .. its not as if I am going through these things for the first time .. and still I am feeling so sad and cant stop crying.. so damn depressed

I am sorry CL


WW: 28 (ME)
BH: 28 (SI profile: CrappyLife)
D-Day- 15/10/12

Posts: 334 | Registered: Nov 2012
BaxtersBFF
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Member # 26859
Default  Posted: 8:10 AM, June 6th (Thursday)

Way to go EF.


WH - 44
BW - gerrygirl

Posts: 6099 | Registered: Dec 2009 | From: Boise
itainteasy
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Default  Posted: 9:02 AM, June 6th (Thursday)

Good for you EF.

Posts: 3398 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: NWPA
badchoice
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Member # 35566
Default  Posted: 10:56 AM, June 6th (Thursday)

Awesome EF, great job.


Me: fWH/BH 46

Separated transitioning to D


Posts: 725 | Registered: May 2012 | From: L.A.
knightsbff
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Member # 36853
Default  Posted: 5:00 PM, June 6th (Thursday)

You done good, EF!


FWW 40's
D-day August 27, 2012
3 kids and 2 dogs

Posts: 1453 | Registered: Sep 2012 | From: Deep South, USA
EmotionalFool
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Default  Posted: 3:01 AM, June 7th (Friday)

Thanks everybody.


WW: 28 (ME)
BH: 28 (SI profile: CrappyLife)
D-Day- 15/10/12

Posts: 334 | Registered: Nov 2012
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