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didiknow
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Default  Posted: 2:20 AM, June 13th (Thursday)

I just got it and am reading it now but I just had to stop and post about how amazing this book is so far. It's like it was written directly to me.

Honestly, it's a bit emotionally draining to read because it is causing a lot of triggers. Every page is right on the money.

Highly Recommended (so far)


Me-BH (38)
Her-WW (27)
M Aug 29, 2010
D-day May 25, 2013
A #1 June 2012
A #2 Late 2012-May 2013
No matter what "new" information you find out, it's all just part of the same iceberg, hidden under the surface.

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Default  Posted: 7:32 AM, June 13th (Thursday)

I'm reading it too!

Good read so far!


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BS him 39 AFrayedKnot
Together 7 years
2 children


"Your secrets keep you sick"


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Default  Posted: 8:46 AM, June 13th (Thursday)

Just ordered this!


Me: BS 46
Him: LCB--lying, cheating bastard 50
D-Day 4-27-13
DIVORCED!!! 2-20-14

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Happy  Posted: 1:43 PM, June 13th (Thursday)

Absolutely an awesome book! I read it twice and on the second reading made a lot of journal notes. It answered so many "why" questions for me.


Me: BS/FWH 46
Her: FWW/BS 39
OM: 32 3-month EA/PA
Married: 11 years
2 Sons: 7,19

D-Day 2004 (my EA/PA, her EA almost PA)
D-Day 2005 (her EA)
D-Day 8/28/2012 (TT her EA)
D-Day #2 7/22/2013 (more TT)
D-Day #3 7/24/2013 (Truth 2.0 EA/ PA)
In R


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Default  Posted: 10:26 PM, June 20th (Thursday)

I wonder is it too late to read this book? I am not in reconciliation. I don't plan to be. Is it geared toward staying together?

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Default  Posted: 12:20 PM, June 21st (Friday)

The second half is geared towards rebuilding trust in the marriage. I read this a few months after D-day, when it didn't look like I would stay. I still found it helpful to understand what had happened.


Me: BS, 40's.

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Default  Posted: 2:39 PM, June 21st (Friday)

Not so sure - I don't think it's too late...at least in the sense that it can put together some a-ha moments and has good information about maintaining boundaries and what to watch out for (for your next relationship). There's also a section / chapter about going it alone and moving on.

Read it now or read it later. But highly recommended to read it. It's brilliant.

ETA: I like that it is so easy to understand and, generally speaking, a quick read. She doesn't get bogged down in 'analysis' or psycho-babble.

I read somewhere that someone said it should be required reading for newlyweds. I totally agree.

[This message edited by JustAShadow at 2:47 PM, June 21st (Friday)]


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Him: 35 - Madhatter, 2 PAs, 2004, 3/2012 - 3/2014
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Default  Posted: 10:41 AM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Is it correct that this book is mostly aimed at people that cross boundaries with people they know in some way - friends, coworkers, etc?

My husband was with a prostitute. Pretty big boundary crossed, but doesn't sound applicable to my situation.

What do you think?


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notsosureanymore
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Default  Posted: 1:47 AM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Ok I am going to read it asap! thanks all!

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Default  Posted: 1:30 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Best book ever. I wish I had it before I got married. Ill probably read again before I start dating.


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FWH 48
D-day 9/07

Dont retreat, reload.
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Default  Posted: 9:12 AM, June 25th (Tuesday)

would it be a good book for ONS? being there was no friends before this and it was never emotional ...just physical



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Default  Posted: 2:05 PM, July 9th (Tuesday)

Very good book. Yes, most of it is aimed at couples R'ing but she seems to understand that for the BS the decision to do so is not an easy one. Her sections on coping with the trauma of infidelity are helpful no matter the type of affair, IMO. My FWH found it helpful for himself as well, regarding some of the why's, firming up his boundaries, etc.


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WH (him): 29
2 amazing daughters 3 & 6

Taking R one day at a time

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silverhopes
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Default  Posted: 1:30 PM, July 12th (Friday)

I'm one of the rare folks that have issues with this book.

The main issues for me was, it seemed to really validate the A. Asking questions such as - what did you like about yourself in the affair? What would you like to bring back into your M? How did the way your marriage is structured contribute to your A? Or maybe it was the wording. The times the A or AP was referred to as "meaningful" or "a loss" (this one really gets me - "The involved partner has lost his or her secret love nest and faces the potential loss of marriage and family" pg 88. Other way around - the WS has *thrown away* the marriage and family) or "romantic odyssey". It contradicts a lot of what I learned here on SI because the emphasis in the book is on the dynamic of affair versus marriage. Not enough introspection on the poor boundaries a WP has. Sure, there is a great metaphor at the beginning about windows and walls. But overall the book dedicates too much to circumstances (within the M, outside the M) and not enough to the whys and lack of boundaries inside of a person. Reading this book as a BS, it can be really easy to blame yourself or to take on the bulk of the healing effort. Reading as a WS, it can be easy to try to search for -barf- positive meaning from an affair.

A good preview can be found in the Healing Library, under the Articles Section, in an article called "Shattered Vows". It's an interview with Dr. Glass.

I know this book has helped a lot of people, so please take my review with a grain of salt. Just my impressions.


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Default  Posted: 6:36 PM, July 12th (Friday)

I found Not "Just Friends" by Shirley Glass to be the best of all the infidelity books I read. I read it shortly after D-day and again 10 months out to make sure R was on track.

I strongly recommend this book whether you're considering R or not.


Me: BH, Her: FWW - Long Term EA/PA
d-day: June 25, 2007
Married 30 years, Reconciled

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Default  Posted: 8:36 AM, July 23rd (Tuesday)

Not Just Friends is my go to book--it hurt to read it but I got insight into A's.


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Am hoping to reconcile!! Am I crazy or what?
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Default  Posted: 5:37 PM, August 14th (Wednesday)

Not just friends was an amazing read for survival. It was really accurate all of my stbxw actions were detailed and explained. It was as if Shirley glass was next to me watching! I underlined and highlighted and took notes. Another good read is " first aid for the betrayed" by Richard Allen . I read dozens of books to try to understand after d day but these were the best by far.


"what does not kill you , makes you stronger"

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Default  Posted: 10:35 AM, September 23rd (Monday)

I just started reading this book. I agree, it is emotionally draining to read, especially if you are just finding out or wondering about infidelity, like myself.


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Married 19 Years
2 Kids 15, 12
Status: D Day 10/20/13

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Default  Posted: 8:32 PM, September 23rd (Monday)

IMO, Not Just Friends wouldn't be as helpful to a BS whose spouse had an affair with a prostitute or other stranger.

Also, the AP's portrayed in the book are stable and fairly emotionally healthy. In my experience, people who will betray their spouse are usually seriously messed-up. Personality disorders, mental illness, history of sexual abuse, history of child abuse, addictions--I see that a lot and I don't remember the book addressing those issues.

I still found NJF helpful, especially the rebuilding part. But not as helpful as SI!


Married 14 years, three amazing kids
H had 17 month EA/PA
D-day 1/5/13
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Default  Posted: 4:54 PM, September 28th (Saturday)

Also, the AP's portrayed in the book are stable and fairly emotionally healthy. In my experience, people who will betray their spouse are usually seriously messed-up. Personality disorders, mental illness, history of sexual abuse, history of child abuse, addictions--I see that a lot and I don't remember the book addressing those issues.

I noticed this too. I think the author tried to present the people as "normal" as possible, to show that anyone can have an affair, that it's a hurtful choice but not bad people involved. However, as a result, I don't think she went enough into the poor coping skills a wayward uses, and how an affair is one of those poor coping skills. Not enough individual responsibility and digging into the "whys", imo. While the "walls and windows" metaphor is a powerful one, not enough follow-up on boundaries. But just my impression.

I have a question for discussion/debate. Dr. Glass has this idea about the couple finding out what about himself/herself the WP liked in the affair:

A good question for the involved partner is: "What did you experience about yourself in the affair that you would like to experience in the marriage?" Perhaps the marriage can begin to foster these positive aspects of the self. In fact, the betrayed partner may have been wishing to see these qualities all along and may find it hurtful that the involved partner enjoyed them first with someone else.

Do you find this question/advice helpful? Making a positive out of a negative? Triggery? Rug-sweeping?


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Default  Posted: 3:01 AM, September 29th (Sunday)

I found that question very interesting, partly because it contains the seeds of an idea regarding how people repress themselves within a marriage, either to avoid inimacy, or to protect themselves from disapproval by their partner. Also, it takes the emphasis off of the role of the AP as being so wonderful that the affair was exciting and puts the responsibility squarely on the individual for their choices.


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Default  Posted: 3:28 AM, September 29th (Sunday)

Also, the AP's portrayed in the book are stable and fairly emotionally healthy. In my experience, people who will betray their spouse are usually seriously messed-up. Personality disorders, mental illness, history of sexual abuse, history of child abuse, addictions--I see that a lot and I don't remember the book addressing those issues.

I noticed this too. I think the author tried to present the people as "normal" as possible, to show that anyone can have an affair, that it's a hurtful choice but not bad people involved. However, as a result, I don't think she went enough into the poor coping skills a wayward uses, and how an affair is one of those poor coping skills.

I think one of the reasons for focusing so much on people who are "stable and fairly emotionally healthy" is the difficulty of gather data among the unstable and unhealthy. Each personality disorder, mental illness,traumatic history type, etc. would need to be disclosed prior to the study, and would require it's own particular study. Dealing with these, the book might well resemble my old Encyclopedia Britannica set, or at it's present size would have a very limited market if titled things like "Affairs of a left handed NPD plumber with PTSD from CSA: Volume 4: Hiring sex industry workers.".

I think stable and healthy people make bad decisions mostly for the same reason unstable and unhealthy people make them. The difficulty with the unhealthy and unstable ones is more in the developing proper boundaries and coping skills when that concept may not be as familiar to them from other aspects of their life.


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Default  Posted: 3:51 AM, September 29th (Sunday)

it contains the seeds of an idea regarding how people repress themselves within a marriage, either to avoid inimacy, or to protect themselves from disapproval by their partner.

I agree aesir. This would be the next question that would lead to more digging and personal growth, especially examining things specifically like issues with intimacy stemming from FOO etc, beliefs about disapproval... I would have to reread to see if she ever went into this explicitly. Or I could be hyperaware because of the good questions here on SI. But that would be the next question: then what's standing in the way of being that way in the M?

I think stable and healthy people make bad decisions mostly for the same reason unstable and unhealthy people make them. The difficulty with the unhealthy and unstable ones is more in the developing proper boundaries and coping skills when that concept may not be as familiar to them from other aspects of their life.

Very true. To go into the mental illnesses that can accompany people in the study, would definitely be a separate study - if for no other reason than there are so many different mental illnesses out there! And also, while illness can complicate things for sure, there are more similarities when it comes to making poor choices than differences between "ill" and "not ill" people. Illness can set a vulnerability, like you said especially if it means that a person is lacking certain tools because of it, whether from learning difficulty or a lack of access to said tools, but it still comes down to choices.

ETA:


She does somewhat go into individual factors in one of her chapters. I don't know... Something about the way she writes... Can't put my finger on it. It almost feels like she doesn't acknowledge what a marriage really loses in an A. She writes: "In the immediate days and weeks that follow, the betrayed partner, the unfaithful partner, and the affair partner are overwhelmed by their enormous losses. The injured partner has lost the positive image of his or her life parter and the assurance of a secure, committed relationship. The involved partner has lost his or her secret love nest and faces the potential loss of marriage and family. The affair partner has lost the romantic cocoon and, usually, the dream of living forever with the lover." (p 88) That would tell me that the "injured partner" or "marriage" has lost security, but that only the WS and AP have lost a *relationship*. Somehow, her writing seems to validate an affair more than a marriage. She also writes: "If you're the unfaithful partner, you know that having an affair is both agony and ecstasy. It may have been the more exciting and meaningful thing that has ever happened to you." (pg 92) Or maybe I'm upset because Dr. Glass might be right that it's that way for some folks, but it hurts that it can invalidate the marriage so much. Shouldn't your marriage be the most exciting and meaningful thing that has ever happened to you? At least more than the affair?

Anyway, sorry to keep beating this point. This is why I like "How to Help Your Spouse Heal From Your Affair" (MacDonald) and "Shattered Vows" (Laaser) better.

[This message edited by silverhopes at 1:32 AM, October 9th (Wednesday)]


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Default  Posted: 6:35 PM, September 30th (Monday)

I remember one thing that stuck out for me while I read it (about 8 months ago) was that they followed the story of a WH, his BW, and the MOW. I think they may have even had a BH/WW combo in the mix as well....but IIRC, they followed the female AP (Lara) after the affair came to light, showing what feelings she experienced and whatnot, and how she went on in her life, generally...but in the BH/WW combo, I don't recall them explaining how the male AP dealt with the aftermath...I just felt it was interesting in it's exclusion. Down in the BM thread, we talk frequently about the differences and similarities with being a BM, and I don't know that this book really spoke to that as much. I still thought it was generally pretty helpful, especially in the first few weeks after DDAY.

I just wanted to second the idea that the author spends too much time focusing on 'protecting' the marriage, and not enough time on the effed up individuals therein. I still think all the wall/windows and the other affair-proofing stuff is really, really good....AFTER the spouses have had significant IC and are coming to the table as safe, healthy partners.

[This message edited by FacePunched at 6:38 PM, September 30th (Monday)]


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Default  Posted: 10:57 PM, October 5th (Saturday)

in the BH/WW combo, I don't recall them explaining how the male AP dealt with the aftermath...

That's a good point. The book talks about a SOW's journey but not a SOM. The author says it's because the unmarried woman is the most common AP, but that misses a very big audience.


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Default  Posted: 4:12 PM, November 13th (Wednesday)

I found NJF about 6 months post d-day. (Didn't find SI until about 2 yr later.) I found it VERY helpful. One of the things that helped was the validation of my reactions. Descriptions in the book of BS feelings/behavior post d-day, such as obsessively looking at the calendar and matching dates/activities were SPOT ON for me. That gave me comfort to realize that I was 'normal'. I also found some help in the section about dealing with flashbacks/triggers. And I highlighted paragraphs about the dangers of reconnecting with old flames for my H to read. That helped him understand the issues also.


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Default  Posted: 10:01 PM, November 13th (Wednesday)

I think stable and healthy people make bad decisions mostly for the same reason unstable and unhealthy people make them.

I think stable, emotionally intelligent people with healthy coping skills rarely make terrible decisions. Seriously messed-up people, on the other hand, are capable of actions that the rest of us can't imagine. (Note: most of the XWS's from SI's Divorce/Separation Board.)

Maybe Shirley Glass figured that the BS's who were married to those type of people would not try to reconcile and wouldn't need her book.

I'm not saying that NJF should have detailed every mental illness that might contribute to an affair. I just think the book should acknowledge that affairs are not always between two nice, normal, balanced people who shouldn't have opened their windows.


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H had 17 month EA/PA
D-day 1/5/13
Reconcilling

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Default  Posted: 10:55 AM, November 25th (Monday)

Maybe Shirley Glass figured that the BS's who were married to those type of people would not try to reconcile and wouldn't need her book.
Hadn't considered this. Great point.

I'm not saying that NJF should have detailed every mental illness that might contribute to an affair. I just think the book should acknowledge that affairs are not always between two nice, normal, balanced people who shouldn't have opened their windows.
Right. I think we can recognize that it's not possible to catalog every instance of fuckupittude....but it would have been nice for the author to point out the REASONS why the WS opened the windows...and why the BS didn't, despite probably having similar possibilities.

Another thing that I think she really nailed was that the WS begins to view the marriage negatively and re-write history AS A RESULT of comparisons to the A, not prior to it. I think this is a huge stumbling block that many WSes never get past...they have convinced themselves so thoroughly that they can't imagine that they were....well....imagining it.


"The thing that always seems to be shocking to wayward wives is the simple fact that the man you choose to reconcile with is not the same man you cheated on." - a friend.

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Default  Posted: 10:05 AM, November 26th (Tuesday)

Begin t/j
it's not possible to catalog every instance of fuckupittude

FacePunched, this really cracked me up. Thanks for the good laugh.

End t/j


Me: BH, Her: FWW - Long Term EA/PA
d-day: June 25, 2007
Married 30 years, Reconciled

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Default  Posted: 1:33 PM, November 26th (Tuesday)

Both WS and I read the book. It was emotionally draining for him ( " this is serious stuff" as he put it) and he could only read a few pages at a time. I had highlighted many comments on the book; esp. what applied to us. I wanted him to see what he had done to the marriage and to me personally.

I love the book. IMO it is the " Bible" of infidelity.


And once the storm is over, you wonít remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive.But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you wonít be the same person who walked in. Thatís what this stormís all about.Ē

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Default  Posted: 9:02 PM, November 27th (Wednesday)

Another thing that I think she really nailed was that the WS begins to view the marriage negatively and re-write history AS A RESULT of comparisons to the A, not prior to it. I think this is a huge stumbling block that many WSes never get past...they have convinced themselves so thoroughly that they can't imagine that they were....well....imagining it.

So true. They begin to see the marriage and spouse negatively because they are cheating.


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H had 17 month EA/PA
D-day 1/5/13
Reconcilling

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Default  Posted: 4:59 PM, December 12th (Thursday)

I absolutely loved it. My WS hated it. It caused a lot of fights. Mainly she objected to the guilt-based terminology she standardized on. "scarlet letter" she called it.

She seems to be a bit more ok with "After the Affair", which goes through all the similar topics but uses non-judgemental terminology. Though we haven't talked about it, she *is* reading it.

Then again, she said "I'm only reading *my* parts". Sweetie. No wonder we're on our way to S - now I may never know what she thought of the book, because I'm already NCing her.


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DD: 11/5/13
DS10 Autism, DD8
OM: Reformed wife-beater ex-con
D filed 1/14/14 by WW (never warn them, they'll get ahead)
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Default  Posted: 3:35 AM, January 16th (Thursday)

Me and my fwso read through this together and it really did wonders for us. We have talked about rereading it but haven''t yet. We are currently looking for a new book. Preferably something with more relationship building activities.


Me: BF 35 Her: FWF 35 dss: 17
D-day: 06/06/04. Ons
D-day: 02/28/13. length of A: 4+ months
Seperation after dday
Moved back in 6/20/13
Broke n/c: 07/24/13
Together since: 02/05/02

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Default  Posted: 7:44 PM, January 17th (Friday)

Great book so far. Wished I would have read it before the A happened. I think it will be good for my WW as well.


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WS- 36
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Kids- 3
DDay 1/17/13

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Default  Posted: 12:02 AM, January 27th (Monday)

Just bought the book and can't wait to start reading it. Thanks for the recommendation

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Default  Posted: 1:16 PM, January 27th (Monday)

I thought it has a lot of insight. Answered many questions that were going though my mind after dday.


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Default  Posted: 2:06 PM, January 27th (Monday)

I loved this book. If I could only have one infidelity book, this would be it, hands down.


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That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
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Default  Posted: 5:16 PM, January 27th (Monday)

I bought this book for STBX right after DDay #1, and he started reading it. He never read through the whole thing, as DDay #2 happened and I kicked him out. He left behind all the books, as if to say ... well I don't need to improve now. smh loser!

I have yet to read this, since I'm still reeling ... I think it will be good to read before I start dating. Which will be well after the D is final (sometime in Jun/Jul 2014).


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BS/52 Me, STBXpos/56, dd's 16&14
1st D-day 10/19/2013 EA/PA
2nd D-day 12/7/2013 LTA/Rendezvous
S 12/7/2013 No-fault state, 6 mo S, counting down the days.

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Default  Posted: 10:03 PM, January 30th (Thursday)

I liked the book and my wh has had anonymous partners as well as emotional affairs.

I wish someone would write an updated version w/ facebook, texting, cell phones etc. I think these things change the dynamics of cheating. It's so hard.

I liked the book and most libraries have it, unlike other books that I have to buy from the internet.


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he is the wh.
7 ddays: affairs, online activities, ea, pa, longterm pa,longterm ea, one night stands.
I'm the last to know.

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Default  Posted: 4:32 PM, February 25th (Tuesday)

it's not possible to catalog every instance of fuckupittude


...yes,..yes, that was the word I was looking for!


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Default  Posted: 10:05 AM, February 26th (Wednesday)

This was my first read after years of dealing, but not beginning to heal. I was and still feel like it was written to me. A remorseful spouse would make this an easier read I must say, as it helped me identify or figure out what may have transpired. But mostly it let me realize I was not acting unreasonable and psychotic as i thought. that my needs and my actions as a betrayed spouse were actually quite the norm. I don't have anyone I ever told all the details to so bearing it alone, this book helped me immensely!!
quick note:
Kindle version worked great, I didn't have to fan it out for the world to see, i read it while sitting on the sofa with my teenage kids and husband as well. Very good book to start with.


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