So I'm walking through Walmart today with the kiddos and about 15 ft ahead if me I see someone that looks a lot like the OW, I just knew it was her, but she wasn't facing towards me so I couldn't see her face. It's something I have been afraid if since DDay. She doesn't live in my town but she lives in the smaller town WH and I grew up abou 45 min away so I always worry when I'm out shopping I could run into her. My heart starts racing and I'm thinking, well I could just go another way and avoid this...then all of the sudden I got this rush of strength and confidence, and I just kept going, I couldn't believe it, it felt great! I was going to look at her in the eye so she could see how great I look ,how strong I am, and how weak and pathetic she is! I thought I would look at her with a smile on my face to know the joke I know she is. So I'm right up next to her and she turns to look at me and....it wasn't her . Of course I felt relieved but I surprised myself that I am stronger than I thought and I won't hide from her, she better be hiding from me! Im just so darn proud if myself!Me BS
"For a minute there I lost myself"
Posts: 158 | Registered: Sep 2012
hardtimesinlife Member Member # 10468
Posted: 4:38 PM, June 21st (Friday)
Ddays 2004 & 2007
I cut my losses mid 2013
Feeling happier every day :)