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crazyblindsided
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Sad  Posted: 5:10 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

MOW contacted me to take her name off the cheater site I put her on. At first I was going to ignore and then fell down the rabbit hole...far down the hole.

MOW thinks my WH is staying with me because he's afraid I'm going to kill myself and told me so. I can't believe she even knows that information about me . Just another part of me my WH exposed to her.

She went on to tell me that I am a miserable person who does nothing but obsess over her and try to control my WH by keeping him at home.

I will never understand why a person would want to inflict this kind of pain on someone, especially to the one they helped betray.

What's worse is she's right. I am a miserable person now. I feel like I can barely function as it is day to day.

I can't get her words out of my head. I ended up cutting myself again so I am back at square one with my coping skills. I feel like I'm losing the war to get healthy and I'm scared.

I will not look at any more of her messages and I hope she doesn't contact me again. I took her name off the site and I hope she is happy now. I just want to be left alone. i feel like my healing has been set back.

Luckily WH has really stepped up and had set every word she said to me straight and tell me that he is with me for the long haul he wants ME and he will keep fighting for me. He also read "How to Help Your Spouse Heal From Your Affair" and he wants to start MC as soon as possible.

Now if I can get her words out of my head

He gets it and gets what he did, he still sees me suffering and now is VERY upset with MOW for having stirred trouble.

I was told that I am a worthless person who doesn't deserve to be here.


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
twodoves
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Default  Posted: 5:18 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

She's projecting onto you.

She is a piece of work.

[This message edited by twodoves at 10:18 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)]


Me - BS
Him - WS (N3v3rG1v1ngUp)
Together 7 years, married for 2
He was cheating for 5 years
5 OW
D-days: 4/23/13, 4/27/13, 5/10/13
1 toddler, baby girl on the way in December

Posts: 160 | Registered: May 2013 | From: Illinois
crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 5:23 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

She's projecting onto you.

She is a piece of crap.

That's exactly what my WH said! He said usually the one who does the pointing is one who has the issues.

Still hard to hear though because I feel worthless and then to hear MOW call me worthless...it feels horrible


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
soveryweary
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Default  Posted: 5:25 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Oh honey, she is the worthless one. Big hugs to you.


Divorced 1/3/14

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TXBW68
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Default  Posted: 5:26 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Please don't take her words to heart. She's just trying to get you to react negatively so she can feel better about herself. If you are miserable now, it's because of the betrayal She was a part of!

Focus on getting healthy and rebuilding your marriage. It sounds like your H is there for you. Allow him to help you. I know it's ironic, but it will help if you guys can function as a team.

Most importantly, PLEASE don't hurt yourself over this. She can not control your future. Only you can. You are a wonderful person. You help so many people here. It's time to put yourself first.

((lots of hugs))


Me (46) WH (42),2 boys 15 & 11
M 18yrs T 22yrs
Separated 10 months (4/12 to 2/13)
Final Total - #1/#2 ONS and #3/#4 EA/PA - left me for #4, didn't know about #2 and 3 until he moved back home
We are solidly in R now

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UKgirl
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Default  Posted: 5:42 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

There's no need or reason to be a mess. he more you bend, the more she will lean. She is self absorbed.

Worthless? She is the worthless one. Why on earth should you be bothered about what SHE thinks? Mentally get angry and kick her out. She’s not worth the head space.

Hugs

[This message edited by UKgirl at 5:45 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)]


D-Day: 30 July 2006 LTA: 5yrs
Me, BS, 57 y/o Him, WS, 58 y/o
MOW, pathetic ex-fiancee.
3 grown boys and one 19 y/o
I don't consider myself married anymore.
There are some words once spoken split the world in two. Before you say them and after.

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crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 5:42 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

soveryweary and TXBW68

Thank you!!!


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 5:48 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Worthless? She is the worthless one. No morals worth speaking about, that’s for sure. Why on earth should you be bothered about what SHE thinks? She’s trash. Mentally get angry and kick her out. She’s not worth the head space.

I do need to do this. I am not sure why I'm bothered by what she thinks. I think that I kept thinking for so long that WH may not be here for ME and to hear her call me worthless I felt like it was like bullying. I already feel worthless inside and she is young and pretty and skinny. I need to just let this go.


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
gonnabe2016
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Default  Posted: 6:07 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

I felt like it was like bullying

Because that is exactly what it was. Actually, it was much worse than that...but this is the R forum, so I have to mind my manners.

CBS, you are definitely NOT worthless. You are caring and kind. You are a very valuable person.


"Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." - Sir Walter Scott

In my effort to be *concise*, I often come off as blunt and harsh. Sorry, don't mean to be offensive.


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Jrazz
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Default  Posted: 6:14 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

She's broken, and she's taking it out on you.

That had to be so painful to hear, but believe me when I say that YOU are the beautiful one worth fighting for. You are worth it. She has to be miserable inside to treat someone so horribly.

I'm sorry, cbs. Sending big hugs. Sounds like your WH is doing the right thing here, and for the right reasons.

(((crazyblindsided)))

[This message edited by Jrazz at 6:16 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)]


Cherish those who seek the truth but beware of those who find it. - François-Marie Arouet

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HardenMyHeart
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Default  Posted: 6:27 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

(((crazyblindsided)))


Me: BH, Her: FWW - Long Term EA/PA
d-day: June 25, 2007
Married 30 years, Reconciled

Inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions.


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PhoenixRisen
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Default  Posted: 6:34 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

does nothing but obsess over her and try to control my WH by keeping him at home

WOW! is she jealous of you!

honestly, If I had put OW's name on a cheating site and she asked me to take it down I would not only leave it I would find 3 other sites and post her name again, again, and again.

I don't take orders from a whore.

She is nothing.

Like a gnat buzzing around your head. that is all.

ignore
ignore
ignore

be proud she is jealous. It means you are winning :)


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Red  Posted: 7:19 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Twodoves and PhoenixRisen,

Please follow the guidelines of the Reconciliation forum:

There is to be no venting about or name calling the OP in this forum.

Thank you.


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tired girl
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Default  Posted: 9:27 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

CBS,

Why are you buying what she is selling?


Me45 Him 45 Hardlessons DS 25,23,20
D Day 1/18/10 his 3/8/2012 mine
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt

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Gr8Lady
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Default  Posted: 10:11 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

It bothers you because you are vulnerable.
Have you read your book "When your lover is a liar".
That has helped me tremendously dealing with wh serial affairs.
Be kind to yourself...where you are is a rough place to be
Take your power back!


BS: Me (63yo)
FWH: HIM (65yo) serial infidelities over past 35 years
OW: Many, most recent 1/2 his age
DD: Multiple unconfirmed until 2012 when I presented evidence, plus LTA with his friends wife lasting 10 years. TT over past year
So done,

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refuz2bavictim
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Default  Posted: 10:21 PM, June 22nd (Saturday)

Now if I can get her words out of my head

She planted seeds in your mind. Please DO NOT WATER THEM! They are weeds!

Let them fall on infertile ground where they belong so that they can not grow within you. Your mind is a garden that you need to tend with love and care. Please be careful about what you allow within that space as it's much harder to pull a weed when it takes root. It's much easier to just let that seed die. Don't allow it place to put down roots.

You need to protect yourself and care for your mind as carefully as you would the most precious things you own. You are in fact the most precious thing you own, and you are in control of your fate.

She may not contact you any longer. Period. If she sends a message, sets off fireworks in your yard, or crawls in through the pet door...refuse her. Read nothing she sends, hear nothing she says, and see nothing she does.

Fill that void with kind thoughts and words to yourself. You are worth it!


BS:ME DDay: 7/18/09 Last of TT 7/11/10
MOW's EA/PA all were my "friends" but one


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crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 1:26 AM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Why are you buying what she is selling?

I'm not sure that is the crazy part for me. I guess because she knows about my suicide attempt and I did not know that. It really threw me for a loop when she said it because I know the only person that would inform her of that is WH They still broke NC 2 times after that. Ugh I was doing so well.

[This message edited by crazyblindsided at 1:27 AM, June 23rd (Sunday)]


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

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crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 1:26 AM, June 23rd (Sunday)

double post

[This message edited by crazyblindsided at 1:26 AM, June 23rd (Sunday)]


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
Want2help
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Default  Posted: 2:40 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Ow said those exact same words to me (minus the suicide part).

I would swear there is a script of hurtful words they use to get to BSs, that they know we will internalize.

Ignore her, block her, and if necessary, send her a NC letter again.


BS- me.
FWS- him.
DDay 6/07 (immediately separated)
RDay 8/07
OC born 3/08
OC Adopted 2014

Reconciled


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Vulcanized
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Default  Posted: 3:04 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)

She went on to tell me that I am a miserable person who does nothing but obsess over her and try to control my WH by keeping him at home.

CB, she is projecting. She's got her knickers in a twist b/c she tried to kill your M & she FAILED. Every rotten thing she is saying to you is really meant for her.

Now she is obsessing over you, and her only hope is for you to boot him out.

Pay her no mind. Focus on YOU. Your XW should be focused on protecting you from this evil woman.

Does OW's BS know? I'd let him know his WW is harassing you.

(((CB)))


Me: MH 40s; Him: MH 40s (I had RA)
OW: 30s, moron; one of many
M: 8 yrs
3/13: D'd
-----------------------------------------------------------
Everything is as it should be.

Posts: 762 | Registered: Oct 2011 | From: Vulcania
LivinginLimbo
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Default  Posted: 3:31 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Don't be too hard on yourself. To be contacted by the MOW must be hard enough. For her to use information that you know came from your H is terrible. It would devastate any of us.

Unfortunately, by intimidating and bullying you, she got the results she wanted.

I do hope that you and your start MC. You do matter and you do deserve to be happy.


BS - 62
FWH - 60
Married 34 years
D-Day 2/12/12
Doing well with R

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HurtButHoping12
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Default  Posted: 7:35 PM, June 23rd (Sunday)

Psh, I'd put her name back up on that site!

OW did the same to me... called me fat, in fact had an entire conversation on FB about how fat and disgusting I was. Said I was a bad mom and horrible wife, ugly, worthless, stupid to take WH back, a door mat, a waste of space etc. I say, sure, I may be all that... but I'm still a better person than you because I have morals and ethics and loyalty and don't need to go after someone else's husband to make me feel good about myself.

She is projecting onto you, all the things she hates about herself. I'm sorry she got to you, but you are NONE of those things she called you! HUGS


BW (me):30
WH (guiltfilled11): 31
together 11 years, married 5 years
DDay: July 6th 2011
False R: beginning of August
True R until DDay 06/20 - talking to another girl and lying about it
Kids: DD 7, DS 4, DD 3

On the fence... do I stay or do


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sri624
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Default  Posted: 12:21 PM, June 24th (Monday)

you know...these ow never cease to amaze me...never. it is like there is an ow playbook out there and they follow it word by word. i am sorry that this happend. i really am. i know how you feel. my husband's ow contacted me as well...only she was trying to act like she was "helping" when really she was only trying to hurt me by telling me all the details of their relationship..and how much they cared about each other. puke! and of course she made sure to tell me personal things about me that my husband shared with her....that hurt too. so i get it.

but, keep in mind a few things....SHE is the one obsessesed with YOU. that is why she is contacting you, and felt the need to tell the wife off....and she was the one who was sleepign with your husband. now who sounds like the fool? and if she was so much better than you...and if their "relationship" was so important, then why did he dump her and come back home? there can be a MILLION excuses in the world that a cheater will tell his mistress on "why" he went back home....the kids, money, family....and using the "she will hurt herself" is right out of the wayward playbook as well. and deep down the ow knows this is true....and is trying to hurt YOU to make herself feel better about the situation.

that is why ignoring the ow is so important. there is nothing good that can come out of what she has to say...nothing. ignore her completely moving forward, and that will only reinforce to HER that she is irrelevant....and the fact is that she is irrelevant.

let her think whatever she wants to think about YOUR marriage. it is none of her business. you know what you need to do with your husband...and if he needs to keep his ass at home, then so be it...that is between you and him. she has no idea what is going on. she may "think" she knows what is going on in your marriage...but really it is just the fabricated, inaccurate, distorted version told by a man cheating on his wife. they all tell the same story....and ow fall for it.

she has no idea who your are..or what you are about.

stay strong. we are hear for you.


BS (41):(Former Doormat)
WS (39):(Busted Cheater)
Married: 10 years, 3 kids under 5
DD1: 10/11 PA/EA with pilates instructor/former stripper.
DD2: 10/12 False r, cheating with other women, online dating,Substance abuse issues.
R:Last chance

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JanaGreen
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Default  Posted: 1:17 PM, June 24th (Monday)

I'm so sorry - please try not to be down on yourself. ((HUGS))


We're both in our 30s. One awesome 4-year-old daughter.

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crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 1:52 PM, June 24th (Monday)

Thank you everyone

I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to help my M anymore or my WH. I just want to hole up somewhere safe where no one could tell me that "I need to let this go" or "It is in the past"

My Dad even told me if I keep rehashing this A it will probably make WH leave. The way I feel about it is then he can leave.

i am in a REALLY bad place right now. A very dark place.


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

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atsenaotie
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Default  Posted: 2:01 PM, June 24th (Monday)

...told me if I keep rehashing this A it will probably make WH leave.

If only it were that easy...


FBS 54
Separated and Divorcing

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WeepingBuddhist
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Default  Posted: 2:09 PM, June 24th (Monday)

You don't say if you're in MC or IC. If not, maybe finding someone with whom you can talk could be helpful. There's no easy answer to pain; taking care of yourself and really knowing that you deserve happiness can help.


Me: BS 46
Him: unimportant
D Day:4-27-13
DIVORCED!!! 2-20-14

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confused615
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Default  Posted: 2:31 PM, June 24th (Monday)

My dear cbs,why are you allowing the words of *this* person to affect you in ANY way?

This is the R forum..there is to be no name calling or venting about the AP here..which is unfortunate,because I have *so much* to say about THIS OW.

But..really..she doesn't matter. YOU matter. Who cares what she thinks about you? Her opinion is as important as Spongebob Squarepants.(Sorry Spongebob)

You have been doing so well. You have gotten so much more confident..so much stronger. How dare she come along and try to take that from you. Don't let her. You are a kind,intelligent,beautiful,amazing person. Do not let her win. Fuck her. Block her.

And..if you want to..put her damn name back on the cheater site. Consequences are a bitch.

Stand up,my friend. Hold your head up. You are worthy.

(((((cbs)))))

[This message edited by confused615 at 2:32 PM, June 24th (Monday)]


BS(me)42
FWH 45
4 kids
M: June 2001
D-Day: 8/10/10
Status: Reconciling?

..that feeling you get in your stomach, when you heart's broken. It's like all the butterflies just died.


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libertyrocks
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Default  Posted: 2:44 PM, June 24th (Monday)

Crazy, you better get your stuff together. You are a strong ass woman and a great mother!!!!!!!!!!! You hear me??? I love you dearly.

And, that stupid bitch was trying to make you feel bad. I know it's hard, but don't let her! Fuck her and fuck your H for now. You are an amazing, beautiful stand up woman. She basically wants what you have, your life, your H, everything...She's just pissed she can't have it. So, next best thing, she's going to try to ruin it for you

As for your father...well, guys don't really know what they're talking about. We are here with you, right next to your side every step of the way. We understand you. We have been there. I used to cut myself, too. But, you know what, I look in the mirror, and think would I want my boys to see what I've done to myself???????????

I'm so sorry you're a mess right now... :(...

[This message edited by libertyrocks at 2:49 PM, June 24th (Monday)]


Me-BW 36. STBXH-35,Recovering Alcoholic, M6yrs T13. Boys 2 & 4 1/2.
DDay #1 Nov,2012. 1 1/2 year false R & TT. 10 OW PA's 1LTA (W lied to) 3 years.
S Nov, 2013 again Jan,2014
Filed for D Feb,2014.

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tired girl
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Default  Posted: 3:32 PM, June 24th (Monday)

CBS,

I get that him telling her that is really getting to you. Feels disloyal, it was yet one more thing that he handed over. And yes, it was shitty. Can't change that. There are a lot of things about these situations that we can't go back and change that we all wish we could.

So what are you going to do with it today? Are you really back at square one with your coping mechanisms? I don't believe that, you have worked to hard and been here learning what you need to do. Right now you have just set those tools down for a bit. You aren't back at square one even though it feels like it, I know how that feels. It really kind of pissed me off. Here I was doing pretty good and someone came along and knocked me back down.

Do you plan on letting her keep you down? She really plays no role in this anymore, not if you decide that she doesn't. She can be as insignificant as you decide to make her.

I know in the end you got this CBS. Just may take you a few minutes to get back up. Big hugs.


Me45 Him 45 Hardlessons DS 25,23,20
D Day 1/18/10 his 3/8/2012 mine
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt

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Red  Posted: 3:50 PM, June 24th (Monday)

Libertyrocks,

This thread has already been flagged for OW namecalling. Please follow the forum guidelines. There is no venting about or namecalling OW in the Reconciliation forum.

Thank you.


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Default  Posted: 7:06 PM, June 24th (Monday)

Thread moved to General as people seem to want it to be a vent thread.

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wtf2
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Default  Posted: 11:26 PM, June 24th (Monday)

"I will never understand why a person would want to inflict this kind of pain on someone"

Because you've got something she wants. Because when all was said and done he chose *you*.

She has to tell herself that he chose you because you threatened suicide. Otherwise, if you're worthless than what exactly does it say about her???

My OW also told everyone that he chose me because of the kids. Otherwise what would it mean about that great soulmate love she thought she had? That it was nothing???

Well, sucks for her. He loves you, he's staying with you, and she's a meaningless blimp for him.

Be strong. It gets better.


Me - BW. Able to feel happy again. Sometimes.
Him - FWH. He did the unfuckable
3 superstar kids - light of my life
OW - used to be one of my closest friends
A - lasted 1 year
DD - Jan 2011
R'ed

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crazyblindsided
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Default  Posted: 12:03 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)

Just wanted to update that I am starting to feel better. WH wanted to talk and so we did and he discussed his A, what his feelings were for her, and what she means to him now. He is very focused on wanting me to get better and our marriage to get better. He knows how badly he abandoned us (me and the kids) and is doing everything to change that. We actually sat at the dinner table as a family again and WH grabbed my hand and said, "I will make this right again," with tears in his eyes. As much as this incident hurt me, I think it is helping to bring my WH and I closer.

I thought I was going to separate or just ignore him and try to heal myself on my own, but he really helped me through this incident, on his own.

[This message edited by crazyblindsided at 12:04 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)]


BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DD(10) DS(7)
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
Final Dday 7/11/14 Affair never ended

Posts: 2266 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
confused615
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Default  Posted: 12:04 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)

It sounds like he is really stepping up...and that he finally "gets it."


Yeah!!


BS(me)42
FWH 45
4 kids
M: June 2001
D-Day: 8/10/10
Status: Reconciling?

..that feeling you get in your stomach, when you heart's broken. It's like all the butterflies just died.


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libertyrocks
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Default  Posted: 12:27 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)

Sorry SI Staff for bashing OW. I'm not supposed to be over here anyways. I moved myself back to general. I was trying to help her...

Good. Glad he's stepping up crazy.

[This message edited by libertyrocks at 12:29 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)]


Me-BW 36. STBXH-35,Recovering Alcoholic, M6yrs T13. Boys 2 & 4 1/2.
DDay #1 Nov,2012. 1 1/2 year false R & TT. 10 OW PA's 1LTA (W lied to) 3 years.
S Nov, 2013 again Jan,2014
Filed for D Feb,2014.

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anv5
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Default  Posted: 6:23 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)

(((crazyblindsided)))

I am so glad you are feeling better & that he stepped up!!
Feel free to pm me if you ever need to talk, it really hurt my wh when he found me crying in the middle of the night & was holding me & I looked at him and said "you have no idea how hard it is for me not to cut right now" I haven't faced that demon in soo many years & just the fact that it crossed my mind after all these years etc really made him realize how deep he had hurt me & shocked me because I know that I know better coping mechanizims but there it was


BS(me)30
WH 29
1 Child
Married 11 yrs
D-Day: 4/9/13 he cheated in '08 & now + trickle truth & tons of lies 6/27 Found more, swears I really do have the whole truth now.
2/2/14 found out more...it seems the TT never ends.
Trying to R

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Jrazz
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Default  Posted: 6:32 PM, June 25th (Tuesday)

I'm so glad to hear that he's stepping up, cbs.

That's the best possible update.


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