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ninebark
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Default  Posted: 7:42 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

OMG I am a whinny snot today. I woke up sick, feeling like a sack of crap. I have been waiting for weeks for my renovations to start and I am not getting anywhere thanks to the endless rain. Roofers can't work, handiman is behind. The window people are supposed to be here today.

It looks like it is going to rain on my first ever deck warming party/bbq.

And to top it off my ex is acting like a responsible adult taking care of our son and paying his bills, I can't even bitch about him. D'oh!!! He even promises to get me all the paper work for our divorce today.

Honestly I can't stand listening to myself today. The rain has made me a soggy raisin of my former self.

Okay that is off my chest, thank you for letting me complain...I must go hunt down some unsuspecting chocolate and consume it with angry vigour.


BS (me) 40
WH - 48
Married 12 years
DS - 12
D-day 06/21/09
Separated....hopefully divorcing soon.

Posts: 630 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Canada
lynnm1947
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Default  Posted: 8:10 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

consume it with angry vigour.

Whoa, with this kind of prose happening, this might be a good day to complete that novel!

Hope you feel better soon.


Age: 64..ummmmmmm, no...............65....no...oh, hell born in 1947. You figure it out!

"I could have missed the pain, but I would have had to miss the dance." Garth Brooks


Posts: 7180 | Registered: Jul 2007 | From: Toronto, Canada
ninebark
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Member # 24534
Default  Posted: 8:28 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

My sister still talks about the Hiaku I once wrote about cake. lol. I guess I am poetic when it comes to food. Not so much with exercise.


BS (me) 40
WH - 48
Married 12 years
DS - 12
D-day 06/21/09
Separated....hopefully divorcing soon.

Posts: 630 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Canada
wildbananas
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Default  Posted: 9:02 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

(((Unsuspecting chocolate)))

Hope your day gets better! And I love your username.


Travel light, live light, spread the light, be the light. ~ Yogi Bhajan

Posts: 15383 | Registered: Apr 2006 | From: Now an AZ girl
metamorphisis
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Default  Posted: 9:45 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

The rain has made me a soggy raisin of my former self

This made me laugh out loud. Best description of that feeling ever!

Sending you hugs and the genuine hope you get a nap today and feel better tomorrow



“We don't see things as they are; we see them as we are.”... Anais Nin

Posts: 44470 | Registered: Sep 2006
Sad in AZ
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Default  Posted: 11:00 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

If you were a soggy raisin...wouldn't you be a grape?


I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.

Posts: 20031 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Upstate NY
ninebark
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Default  Posted: 3:51 AM, June 28th (Friday)

Okay I woke up optimistic...my window was replaced, my x gave me all the paper work I required, I got lots of confirmations of good friends coming over tomorrow......and it's raining again! Dear Lord I am not going to have a BBQ, I am going to have an Ark building party.

I am in a constant state of prune and frizz, I could find work on CSI as the corpse they found at the bottom of a lake.

Really, isn't bad enough I endured what felt like 8 months of snow, now it has to flood.

Okay, perhaps I may still be a touch whinny..


BS (me) 40
WH - 48
Married 12 years
DS - 12
D-day 06/21/09
Separated....hopefully divorcing soon.

Posts: 630 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Canada
ninebark
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Default  Posted: 6:05 AM, July 2nd (Tuesday)

Dear Diary,

It hasn't stopped raining in a month. We have had glimpses of sun in between rain drops but it is few and far between.

The doctor says as soon as the sun comes back I should finally be free of the rickets. Imgaine my shock and horror when I woke up with what appears to be gills in my neck. I think I am starting to evolve, please God don't let this end up like the FLY, that movie messed me up.

There is no hope for my hair, it has become a fuzzy cloud, I am considering doing a Britney Spears, but for now keep it in a pony tail in the hopes no one notices the frizz slipping out of the elastic. My skin fairs no better, I fear it is so waterlogged that it will just slip off my body. I didn't anticpate this level of wrinklage until I hit my 80's.

This morning I awoke to the russelling of the jungle grasses, what used to be my back lawn. It is too wet to mow and the animals are starting to reclaim the wild tundra. I swear I saw a Lion creep by my deck around dusk.

My son has gone into depressed acceptance, after all he has started his paddling for the summer, he is already on the lake and wet, it doesn't matter to him if the water is above or below at this point, as long as he is paddling..lol.

Pray for me, I am damp and unhappy. My only solice is the bottle of wine that sacrficed itself in the name of false eurphoria and the mini cupcakes that were left over from the BBQ, I don't care what anyone says, frosting makes everything better.

Here's hoping for sun...oh wait, it is still raining. Time for more wine.


BS (me) 40
WH - 48
Married 12 years
DS - 12
D-day 06/21/09
Separated....hopefully divorcing soon.

Posts: 630 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Canada
itainteasy
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Default  Posted: 8:35 AM, July 2nd (Tuesday)

Best. Letter. Ever.


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nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 8:41 AM, July 2nd (Tuesday)

A modern day Camp Granada...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzErh_s62Wk


You can call me NIK

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to know where you really stand."
-Hayley Williams


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ninebark
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Default  Posted: 6:46 AM, July 4th (Thursday)

Dear Journal,

When I awoke today something wonderous happened!! There was no rain, and the sun was in the sky.
I am sure I looked like golem crouched all pale and wide eyed in the soggy grass peering up at the sky muttering about my precious.

I can't wipe the smile off my face, I pranced about the house looking for sunscreen (yes I am a pale chick with auburn hair, I burn). I was all but singing and kicking up my heels.

Then the humdity came. Just when I thought I was going to unfrizz my hair. oh well you can't win them all.

Today I can scrape off all the moss and fungus that has been threatening to grow on me and don shorts. Today I can get a machete and cut down the jungle grasses...although the threat of snakes is making me think twice.

My God sun...I have no idea what to do with myself.


BS (me) 40
WH - 48
Married 12 years
DS - 12
D-day 06/21/09
Separated....hopefully divorcing soon.

Posts: 630 | Registered: Jun 2009 | From: Canada
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