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Jennifer99
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Default  Posted: 8:22 AM, June 27th (Thursday)

When I first learned about WH "love" (EA) for someone who didn't want him (supposedly), I was already at a place where I thought I didn't want to be married to him unless we made some changes in our relationship. Being blindsided by his EA confession really sent me into a year long mess of stuff like self-esteem issues, depression, mania and more and when it just got to be TOO much, too much TT, too much "no remorse", I found SI. Between SI and IC, I feel like I am now back where I was when I first found out.

I'll let him hang around until I have a new direction, probably (hopefully) after grad school, I don't trust him, he is most likely a total nut job and if he isn't he IS a total asshole. I am sure a lot of this is happening because due to our past problems I have removed all other buttons he could push. Now this button is gone too.

I truly don't care what he does. 180 isn't about him, its about me. 180 isn't even a "tool", its my new way of life as it was when he confessed last year.

Thank you to all of you at SI who keep this resource available, thank you to all of you that helped me through my cloudy thinking.

Here's hoping I can maintain this and not fall back into whatever hole I have been in for the last year.

I want to give out hugs!


Posts: 556 | Registered: Jun 2013
Pippy
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Member # 16482
Default  Posted: 1:22 PM, June 27th (Thursday)

I wish this site had a "Like" button. Sounds like you have got a good head on your shoulders. Hugs back.


I divorced him because I didn't like his girlfriend.
M 30 yrs.


Posts: 9588 | Registered: Oct 2007 | From: East of the Rockies
Jennifer99
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Member # 39551
Default  Posted: 1:56 PM, June 27th (Thursday)

Pippy when I get to D I'm stealing your tag line and putting it everywhere :)

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1Faith
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Member # 38975
Happy  Posted: 4:19 PM, June 27th (Thursday)

Jennifer99

So happy to hear that you are in a strong and healthy state of mind today. GOOD FOR YOU.

Taking the power back and letting the bs go feels good, doesn't it?

Keep smiling and know that the best is yet to come.


"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it." - Maya Angelou

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pewpewpew
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Member # 38116
Default  Posted: 5:04 PM, June 27th (Thursday)

^^^^ LOVE pippy's tag line!!!


ME: 30
WH: 35

Fool me once - Shame on you. Fool me twice - pack your shit and get out.


Posts: 310 | Registered: Jan 2013
Jennifer99
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Member # 39551
Default  Posted: 6:44 PM, June 27th (Thursday)

Thanks Faith! Still sick to my stomach and feeling tentative about this weird "normal" frame of mind like "can it be real"? I really want to stay here :) I think if I start to fade I'll just look around SI for my truth.

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