It's another grieving process, rising. Just like so many others we've walked through in this whole crapfest, you just have to walk through the sadness, sit with the memories and loss, and then keep moving toward the future. And yes, it sucks.
You can call me NIK
"If you carry joy in your heart, you can heal any moment."
- Carlos Santana
Posts: 25765 | Registered: Aug 2011
SeanFLA Member Member # 32380
Posted: 8:36 AM, July 20th (Saturday)
I felt similar when I had to sign over the quit claim deed to exWW. I built the house for us and raised our son there. I worked so hard to put us in a place to be able to buy such a home. A lot of sacrifice. But I was the one kicked out...and I didn't do anything. I hate going over there now. I stay in the car when picking my son up. I won't even go to the front door because I don't want to look inside nor see her. I even hate that my old neighbors might see me driving up. Like some kind of loser that caused all this.BS(me) 48
1 son 14 yrs old
Married 18 yrs, together 21 yrs
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." ~ Bob Marley
Posts: 1470 | Registered: Jun 2011 | From: Zombie Land