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BrokenDaisy
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Default  Posted: 10:48 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

In-house separation ends in a week. My son and I am moving far far away to start anew.

This month has been a rollercoaster of emotions (paranoia, fear, excitement, anxiety, sadness.... Hope!) Have I mentioned packing SUCKS! (So many triggers!)

Tell me I can do this single parenting thing and that I'll be okay? It's scary but also filled with so much hope. Success stories?

Hopefully my son will adjust well. I just need to keep it together one more week. No point to this post really. Just getting it out there. This part is almost done. It's time. It's been a tough 19 months!


Me BxW, him SA NPD WxH
1 wonderful toddler - sole legal custody to me and supervised visitation to xwh.
DDay 01/2012
10/2013 Divorced!!

Posts: 259 | Registered: Oct 2012
MovingUpward
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Member # 14866
Default  Posted: 10:57 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

(((BrokenDaisy)))

19 months is a long time for In-house separation. Sending mojo for your move and new beginning


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.


Posts: 52148 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
BrokenDaisy
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Member # 37063
Default  Posted: 11:14 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

Thank you!

To be fair. A year of that was trying to reconciliate but there were so many lies we never stood a chance. Divorce was decided (by me) 11 months in but I still thought we could reconciliate after the broken marriage was discarded. BS fog. Took me a long time to say "enough is enough" (due to him being a childhood friend and me being too co-dependent) It's been tough but even though I am still emotional I have come far! At least I now see him for what he is and I want better for myself and my son. New beginning is what we need!


Me BxW, him SA NPD WxH
1 wonderful toddler - sole legal custody to me and supervised visitation to xwh.
DDay 01/2012
10/2013 Divorced!!

Posts: 259 | Registered: Oct 2012
Topic Posts: 3