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BrokenDaisy
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Default  Posted: 10:48 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

In-house separation ends in a week. My son and I am moving far far away to start anew.

This month has been a rollercoaster of emotions (paranoia, fear, excitement, anxiety, sadness.... Hope!) Have I mentioned packing SUCKS! (So many triggers!)

Tell me I can do this single parenting thing and that I'll be okay? It's scary but also filled with so much hope. Success stories?

Hopefully my son will adjust well. I just need to keep it together one more week. No point to this post really. Just getting it out there. This part is almost done. It's time. It's been a tough 19 months!


Me BxW, him SA NPD WxH
1 wonderful toddler - sole legal custody to me and supervised visitation to xwh.
DDay 01/2012
10/2013 Divorced!!

Posts: 206 | Registered: Oct 2012
MovingUpward
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Member # 14866
Default  Posted: 10:57 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

(((BrokenDaisy)))

19 months is a long time for In-house separation. Sending mojo for your move and new beginning


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

There are shortcuts to happiness, and dancing is one of them-Vicky Baum


Posts: 49740 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
BrokenDaisy
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Member # 37063
Default  Posted: 11:14 AM, July 24th (Wednesday)

Thank you!

To be fair. A year of that was trying to reconciliate but there were so many lies we never stood a chance. Divorce was decided (by me) 11 months in but I still thought we could reconciliate after the broken marriage was discarded. BS fog. Took me a long time to say "enough is enough" (due to him being a childhood friend and me being too co-dependent) It's been tough but even though I am still emotional I have come far! At least I now see him for what he is and I want better for myself and my son. New beginning is what we need!


Me BxW, him SA NPD WxH
1 wonderful toddler - sole legal custody to me and supervised visitation to xwh.
DDay 01/2012
10/2013 Divorced!!

Posts: 206 | Registered: Oct 2012
Topic Posts: 3