User Topic: 8 Months Out
Member # 38924
Default  Posted: 11:47 AM, July 29th (Monday)

Things going ok. I hadn't been on here in a month. Things going as good as they can get. H really trying and accomplishing his goals.

Yesterday, I was listening to my "Runny Mascara" playlist. He got in my truck and heard, Courtney Love (from Hole) screaming, "Someday, you will ache like I ache!" Needless to say, it was a heartaching day for me.

Most days are good, most bad thoughts are replaced by good thoughst, triggers ignored, focusing on the boys and the good in our lives, thankful for my good job, but yesterday. Yesterday, was a bad day. Cried all day because he worked all weekend.

Does anyone else get this way? Still?

Me-BW 36. STBXH-35,Recovering Alcoholic, M6yrs T13. Boys 2 & 4 1/2.
DDay #1 Nov,2012. 1 1/2 year false R & TT. 10 OW PA's 1LTA (W lied to) 3 years.
S Nov, 2013 again Jan,2014
Filed for D Feb,2014.

Posts: 962 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: So Cal, baby. :)
Member # 38230
Default  Posted: 12:28 PM, July 29th (Monday)

Oh yeah! My life in a nutshell. Great days after another, then bang. Insecurity central. Fear, anger, despair, big stew.

Me: BH
Her: WW Mrs.yaka
Variouse clues to EA. WW promised it would stop.
D-Day of EA 9/13/2012 2:01PM found 2 yrs of text messages, confessed to EA
D-Day of PA: confessed on 9/22/12 11:53 PM. Worst moment of my life

Posts: 222 | Registered: Jan 2013 | From: Massachusetts
Member # 38839
Default  Posted: 2:59 PM, July 29th (Monday)

Hey liberty. I was thinking of you a couple of days ago, could NOT remember your username, only your tagline Glad to hear from you!

I'm not as far out as you are so I have no insight except to say that from all I've read and heard, that seems to be completely normal.



Posts: 306 | Registered: Mar 2013
Member # 38958
Default  Posted: 5:58 PM, July 29th (Monday)

Glad to hear that you are doing well.

BW (me)42
WH 44
3 daughters, 1 son
Married 10 years, together 13
DDay 3/14/2013, four year PA
In R
"Sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to the way they used to be."

Posts: 385 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Canada
Topic Posts: 4