I am so angry and hurt!! I am so fucking angry right now I feel like hurling things across the room. You bastard liar!! You are sitting across the room from me, reading and I am reading your email and FB. You fucking lying dog!!! That is what I want to scream at you!! You have been looking up and writing to your whores. Yes, not only one. And the one you supposedly gave up years ago? Oh why is she in your email of the past week? You absolute lying dog!! I hate you. I hate you for lying to me!! I hate you because I sit here in silence and I know- yet pretend nothing is wrong!!
You lying sack of shit! You said it was over and you knew better. You said you loved me and wanted our marriage to work. I fucking hate you and the lying deceitful ugliness you have brought into my life!
Yes, I smile at you, but I want to rip your fucking head off and smash it to pieces!! I goddamn hate you!!Me BS (41)
Him WH (45). EA and possible PA (denied)
D Day 7/21/2013
M 8 years - filing for D
**The cruelest lies are often told in silence- Robert Louis Stevenson
Posts: 115 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: New Zealand
MovingUpward Guide Member # 14866
Posted: 2:54 PM, August 8th (Thursday)
Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless
We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.
Posts: 52599 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
Lalagirl Member Member # 14576
Posted: 3:23 PM, August 8th (Thursday)
I'm so sorry.
Are you getting your ducks in a row and staying silent for now? Just wondering why you're not ripping his head off.
180 time, sweetie - for YOU.
Me - 49; FWH - 51
Married 31 years 9/2/14
2 grown daughters-30 & 27
5yo GS,22 mo.& 2 mo. GD (DD30) and 2.5 yo GD(DD27). D-day #1 - 1/06; D-day #2 - 3/07
Reconciled! Construction Complete.