I'm sorry you're feeling that way. You're not a zombie and that "I can" voice will become louder and squash that "I can't" voice. There is nothing wrong with me. Keep saying that to yourself "There is nothing wrong with me."
(((HUGS)))Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Him - (Doesn't matter)
D-Day June 12th 2008, D-Day #2 Sept 28th
D-Day #3 Feb 15th & 16th 2010, D-Day #4 Nov 29th 2010