User Topic: Did u ever ask?????
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Default  Posted: 9:59 PM, September 5th (Thursday)

Did u ever ask what your WS thought of u during the affair?
This is something I'm having a hard time with:(
I get how they have to rationalize the affair by making the BS look awful
He put me down to her, saying I was a whiner, he couldn't orgasm with me, I was loud, nag and a bitch.
I asked him did u really believe those things? I can't look back at those 4 years with such taint!!!! I need something to hold on to!!!
So he tells me he thought I had a great work ethic, awesome mom, I took care of him when he was sick, I kept a perfect house, I excelled at my job. Then it's like WTF if u actually thought those things why cheat on me.
I say what did u think of OW during the affair, well lets just say she's the exact opposite of me!!! But she ego boosted him and fawned all over him

I want to believe he thought those good things about me and those negative about her but his emails and texts speak a different story. I think since being on antidepressants he sees her for what she was and no longer sees me as that nag, bitch. But how do I move on when every memory of those 4 years is now tainted with his then twisted view of me. I'm probably not even making sense lol.
What does everyone's WS say there feelings and thoughts were for u during the affair.

Bs: me 32 WH: 36
Dday: July 2012
LTA: 4years (ea, pa)
Dd-4. Ds-2
My life is shattered unsure about R

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Default  Posted: 10:22 PM, September 5th (Thursday)

When I asked WH if he put me down to MOW, he said no. I asked what she thought of me - and he said she thought I was his high-school sweetheart, that I was a great mom and was very talented. He also said that he never wanted to divorce me, and seemed shocked that I would think he might.

Yeah - I had the same irreconcilable thoughts - so, if I was so great, WHY did you have an affair????

True remorse isn't followed by a "but".

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Default  Posted: 10:57 PM, September 5th (Thursday)

I did ask. He swears he never directly put me down. He did talk about fights we had. All the evidence I see supports this. He says OW#2 used to put me down and he would get up and leave when she did. I absolutely have no logical explanation for his doing that. It still drives me crazy after almost 13 months.

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Default  Posted: 11:21 PM, September 5th (Thursday)

Oh yes, I asked. In his "pitiful me state", my H poured out his life to the OW. In the hours and hours of time together and phone calls she encouraged him to tell her all his troubles. She used her poor morals and ministry training to get him to open up to her. I think he was honest at first, but as time went on they convinced each other that our marriage was dead. I think the worst lie he told her was that I did not care about him or our marriage. He told her I had my own life, we were living separate lives and I did not care. That hurts. He told everyone else how great I am, but to her, he told her I was a uncaring, cold wife.

They tell each other crap to perpetuate the fantasy. Especially in a EA/PA, they need the attachment and the only way to get outside the marriage emotionally is to tell the big lies about the BS. He had to convince himself I was a failure so he could keep his special girl whore OW in his intimate compartment. I am sure she was happy to hear it, but the lies were for him.

[This message edited by Lovedyoumore at 11:22 PM, September 5th (Thursday)]

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WH 52
Married 30+ years
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Default  Posted: 11:37 PM, September 5th (Thursday)

My h sold me down the river so badly making me out to look like a bi polar crazed lunatic bitch just to justify his bi-weekly blow jobs with the whore.

But it bit him in the ass because she turned it against him when she went on her two years fatal attraction meltdown that eventually led to 5 false police reports, police investigations, CA hearings, and 3 court appearances. His love of his life slut even ended up dragging his ass into the mix when she filed a false felony police report on him. All of course were thrown out due to her being the real lunatic.

So as it stands, I never had to ask anything because ow had it written down in all of her insane police reports saying that my h told her I was dangerous due to my lunacy. What a fucking joke she made out of him.

At one CA hearing she brought up the fact that my h had told her many things about me. Unfortunately the City Attorney would not let her speak any further. Boy would I have loved to have heard all those bull shit lies and made up stories.

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Default  Posted: 12:02 AM, September 6th (Friday)

What does everyone's WS say there feelings and thoughts were for u during the affair.

My FWW thought, what I didn't know wouldn't hurt me. You have to remember, many WS's compartmentalize their feelings in such a way that they really are not thinking much about their BS.

But she ego boosted him and fawned all over him

For some WS's, the affair is more about making them feel good about themselves. The emotional need for external validation (admiration) is often a strong motivation for having an affair; especially if a WS is convinced they are no longer getting this from their BS.

So sorry for what you are going through.

[This message edited by HardenMyHeart at 12:03 AM, September 6th (Friday)]

Me: BH, Her: FWW - Long Term EA/PA
d-day: June 25, 2007
Married 30 years, Reconciled

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Default  Posted: 12:06 AM, September 6th (Friday)

"We didn't have a strong marriage" is all she will admit to. Told him she loved him. When he told her she was the one that got away, should have married her, that was all it took.

He started having sex with her when she was 12 or 13. He was 17 or 18.

CSA sucks. The aftereffects are mind boggling.

BH 51, WW 42
DS 23(Mine),SD 21,SS 20(Hers),DS 9 Ours, DGS 3, DGD 1 mo
D=Day #1 5/04EA (Rugswept)
D-Day #2 3/10/12, TT til 3/13/12
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― Sophocles, Antigone

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Default  Posted: 12:51 AM, September 6th (Friday)

The OP in my case were about 75 random anonymous men. My H says that it was easy to hook up cause the gay sites were free. OK.

So, I was never a consideration. That's good AND bad!

BW - 2 x's ( once before married, got therapy, thought we'd both moved forward)
WH - SA? Probably not. Just a Selfish ASS
DD1 - 4/2001 - 1 OW, left, returned, therapy, thought he'd "gotten it". I was wrong.
DD2 - 8/2013 -

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: PollyA
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Default  Posted: 2:12 AM, September 6th (Friday)


The way that I made any sense of how I was treated, and therefore likely spoken of in the same dis-regard, is that, due to the lack of self-respecton the part of WH,(..not to mention OW,...), I simply became the true friend...really loved him and was the reflection of who he wanted to be but, was yet to ... I reminded him that he was not living his fullest potential, knowing who he truly is.
I became the projected 'fire' he was trying to avoid having to hold his own feet to speak...

OW, was the insta-gratification... She got to be the projection of all the good and grand that he knew, and wanted, himself to be...

a.k.a The, he too, was for her.

Sad really. The chosen way to be better, became the corner-cutting, half-assed path that, ultimately, left me the one leveled, while, amongst other things, ego's were stroked with such telling lies.
I was actually told, by the OW who, by the way, was fronting friendship my way AND living with us due to her own marriage having just introduced her to betrayal,..that I, was an " asshole for breaking WH heart "

...yeah... because I adored him so,...

Hopefully I have made some sort of sense, in trying to give what I have come to grips with, least in this particular shittle of the whole storm.

Told my request was one so unlike being you. Then, was punished for asking, by watching you become all that I needed, for someone new.,..he traded my heart,for a hard-on.

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CH~ he 38
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Default  Posted: 7:28 AM, September 6th (Friday)

I didn't have to ask, I saw enough of the texts/emails to know that there was a script he used over and over, how and when he ‘thought’ of me: He was the victim of a marriage gone bad, poor muffin, and the OW's were treated to his various perceived injustices hurled at him by his nasty controlling and unstable wife (hang on, I have to wipe away this single tear of sympathy) and so his LTA revolved around me really. Their plans for the future, their hookups in the afternoon at the cheap motels…on the park bench (yes in a public place)…in the back seat of the family station wagon in a parking lot, in our house. I wonder if ditchpig ever figured out that while she tried to valiantly to 'help' him with his issues (gosh, all the effort that went into the fellatio-therapy she enthusiastically provided) couldn’t even help take his mind off of me during the act…I asked him once if it was all about getting his dick sucked, his response was along the lines of “I didn’t like to *look* at her….you’ve seen what she looks like.

/insert short rant
yeah f*cker I know what she looked like in various stages of undress and poses and how she looked with your c*ck in her mouth. F*cking awesome.
/end rant

Now he concedes that it was a f*cked up perception and twisting of reality seen through his "shit coloured glasses", that it really was a big old f*ck you intended to 'show me' So I can see that many WS's really do compartmentalize and they two lives do not cross...not in our case though. Not sure how special that is.

Jane get me off this crazy train.

Me 48yrs, king of douchebagastan- 50yrs STD infected bankrupt NPD sociopathic drunk thief
countless A's, he is a predator that targets losers like himself
Last Dday 04/12/2010-Divorcing if/when his cumdumpsters lend him some $ or balls to file

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Default  Posted: 7:48 AM, September 6th (Friday)

Yes I did ask.
I was told that he never talked bad about me to her, which I felt was BS since during I couldn't do one damn thing right. I mean he would tell me I was a horrible housekeeper, and a bad mom because I fed the kids hamburger helper for dinner after working an 11 hour day....

I'm not sure what he said, and after the initial dday conversation abou this I thought it didn't really matter, they were both so F'd up in their heads they had to justify what they were doing on whatever level they could.

The thing that really really really pissed me off, and made me go kinda crazy was the fact that he had talked to her about OUR children, and had even shown her pictures of OUR children. Lets just say I had a true Momma Bear Moment.

Now I know none of it mattered really. Who cares what that lying cheating worthless hag thought of me. I am awesome, was awesome, and will always be awesome, and she has to be jealous of what an awesome life I have.
(btw it took about a year for met to get to this point).

Him: FWS
Kids: 15 & 17
Married for 22 years now, was 16 at the time. .
D-Day Sept 26 2008
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Default  Posted: 8:23 AM, September 6th (Friday)

FWH insisted that he never talked about me at all, despite OW's constant questions about me. He still hasn't been able to explain how she knew so much about me (I have seen the e-mails). She must be psychic (I do know that she is psycho!)

Me--BW (56)
Him--FWH (53)--5yr. LTA--OW probably BPD
Married 20 years
DS-18, DD-15
Reconciling--but boy is it hard!

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Default  Posted: 8:51 AM, September 6th (Friday)

My H did not pretend to be emotionally involved with his "crazy one" and apparently neither did she. They talked about work mostly and she needed a shitload of mentoring, poor thing. All he will admit to is that at the beginning he let her assume he was unhappily married, although never spoke of me, his family or his M. When I pressed him on the exact conversations, he just said that he assumed that a woman would assume a man who would sleep with her was unhappily married (you would now, wouldn't you--in truth he considered himself very happily married!!). He didn't even know where her husband was when he would go to her house, when her divorce was final, who her friends were, anything.

As she got crazier and would weep when he would leave after only a quick screw he did admit that he would lie and say that he wished he didn't have to go. That's it.

As the crazy grew he had to tell her in no uncertain terms that he loved me and his family and would never leave. She tried to claim that she left her H for him and he shot that down too.

They basically never talked emotions or even mentioned the sex out loud.

Weird, huh? That he would risk everything for that? Yeah.

ETA; she knew me, knew me and our family. No secrets there. And I'm awesome (if I do say so myself!) I don't think even she thought she could compare. He certainly didn't; knew he was "affairing down" the whole time.

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Default  Posted: 9:13 AM, September 6th (Friday)

I have a great example of this exact thing to show just how much of what they say to AP is complete bull compared to what really is going on.

Our kids have folded their own clothes since they were about 7 years old. It's a nice small chore that they could do early on to help contribute to the household. No big deal.

One night while I was sorting the finished laundry, H asked is his clothes for work were washed yet. I told him I did all the laundry, and his clothes weren't in there. He is annoyed at me because his clothes were on the floor on his side of the bed and I didn't walk around the bed to get them. (His side of the bed was farthest from the door and laundry hamper, I have no reason to walk to that side of the room ever.) Anyway, I let him know that I am happy to do his laundry and take care of things around the house, but he has to put his clothes in the hamper. Not a big deal.

He gets online later that night and emails his quazi-EA that night and just blows a gasket! He is telling her how awful I am, how I'm controlling and lazy and don't do any housework. He says that "she's so lazy, she actually makes our kids fold their own clothes, what kind of a mother does that?" and goes on to say "F*#* HER!!!" about me. Wow, all because he didn't put his own clothes in the hamper on laundry day.

He didn't say ANY of that stuff to me, he didn't even seem that annoyed when we were talking about it. I never raised my voice, neither did he, but the way he talked to his AP, you would think that I chased him around the house with a bullhorn screaming at him about it.

They vilify us to the AP to make them feel more justified in what they are doing. They also vilify us to gain sympathy from AP and so AP wants to "make it all better" in whatever way they think AP will (sex).

Weird thing about the above mentioned scene.... H and I NEVER disagreed or had words with each other about anything before DDay, so this was the heaviest "argument" we had ever had, so I remembered it vividly. I also got to read H's email to AP almost a year later and knew exactly what he was talking about because that night stuck out in my head, even though it was just a conversation and nothing more between us. And H has loaded the kids with MANY chores since then in an effort to "teach them how to be responsible"... I guess that means I can whine to someone about it and let them into my pants? Of course not, but you get my point.

DDay - Dec '07
Me - BS
Him - FWS
Us - Committed
May 18, 2010 - I forgave him fully!
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Default  Posted: 9:16 AM, September 6th (Friday)

I never asked. In my mind I have come to accept that STBXWW must of thought the worst of me. Matter of fact I knew she was unhappy. I did everything I could to make her happy. I just couldn't do enough I guess.

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Default  Posted: 10:27 AM, September 6th (Friday)

He swears he never directly put me down. He did talk about fights we had. All the evidence I see supports this. He says OW#2 used to put me down . It still drives me crazy after almost 13 months.

This is what I'm led to believe too.

D-Day 1: Feb 1990
D-Day 2: 3 Sep 2012 (3 month EA/3 week PA)
BS 49, fWW 43 (Amibroken)
OP- Police Chief (Age 37)
M 25 Yrs, 3 Kids (17, 14, 11)
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Default  Posted: 10:56 AM, September 6th (Friday)

My H insisted he never said anything bad about me to her and would actually defend me to her. He had his own personal slant on interactions between us though, which she would use to try and manipulate him against me. That eventually helped him to start to see her differently.

What I do know is that during the period of false R, when I still didn't know the full extent of the A, or that it was still going on, he made some of his ugliest comments to me. He later denied they were true, but I believe they were his truth at the time, because of his guilt.

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Default  Posted: 1:59 PM, September 6th (Friday)

WW says that she didn't think poorly of me or speak badly about me to mOM.

When I talked with mOM, he told me that my WW said that I worked too many hours and that I wasn't there for her (which was simply not true). Of course, he was right there to help her through that difficulty.

My WW told me that she loved me during her A and that her love never diminished. Of course, it's all absolute crap! An A is anti-love for one's BS. Others will disagree, but the WS does not love the BS while he/she is boinking the AP.

I am always skeptical to hear stories of the WS speaking so highly of the BS to the AP. I think the WS says what he or she needs to say to get into somebody else's pants. When D-Day comes around, the story told to the BS is crafted to fit the WS's needs at that moment in time.

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Default  Posted: 2:05 PM, September 6th (Friday)

IMO this is a no-win question. You can not trust the answer and there is no way to check to see if the answer is true or not.

Of course our WS will lie. In their head they will have the most noble of motives for lying. *they dont want to hurt you*

If not hurting us was truly important then they would not have had the LTA in the first place.

Believe actions not words. Was cheating on you the act of a loving person? Or was it an act of the opposite?

IMO this question is pointless. We already know the answer. And all we will get from our WS are lies.

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Default  Posted: 2:14 PM, September 6th (Friday)

For months leading up to WH's PA, he complained about me to OW---daily reported to her that I was "angry at him again."

Maybe I had a good reason to be angry----like that he was NEVER home, & I felt like a single working parent.

What also really gets me is how , after Dday, he told anyone who would listen ( his friends/family) a long list of my faults (I did not keep the house like a magazine, I didn't wear makeup enough, etc.) which "drove him to go elsewhere."
To this day, I don't want to be around any of those people.

together 25 yrs, married 24 yrs, 4 children;Rebuilding
D Day: 5/10/2011 PA
OW: WH's co-worker,divorced, no children, 20 yrs younger than I-----& she knew he was married, had met our kids, but that did not stop her from trying to destroy our family

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Default  Posted: 2:21 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Yes, I did ask. He never spoke about me. (but OW knew he was very married) I didn't exist in their Unicorn Rainbow Farting Fucking Friday Afternoons in Hotel Room Fantasy World. Just as hurtful as if he bashed the hell out of me. I. Did. Not. Exist.

BW (me) 50ish FWH 50ish
Married 34 years, 3 children
d-day 3/10 LTA (4 yrs./fucking & flirting)

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Default  Posted: 2:29 PM, September 6th (Friday)

SisterMilkshake and I are married to the same guy.

Me 53
WH 58
Married 25 years
4 children S30,D24, S23,S21
D-Day Nov. 29, 2011
15 year affair with married employee.
Together trying to make sense of it all!

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Default  Posted: 2:31 PM, September 6th (Friday)


BW (me) 50ish FWH 50ish
Married 34 years, 3 children
d-day 3/10 LTA (4 yrs./fucking & flirting)

"Oh, why do my actions have consequences?" ~ Homer Simpson
"She knew my one weakness: That I'm weak!" ~ Homer Simpson

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Default  Posted: 2:50 PM, September 6th (Friday)

I asked him if he spoke about me to his OWs and he claimed he didn't as it would "ruin the mood". However I know that he did speak/email about me and say some pretty critical things. He also showed the first OW my picture - why the heck she wanted to see that was beyond me. I saw some emails that he sent to different women. Some of the things he wrote were: Our sex life was subpar (he told that to most of the women on OkCupid - it was practically his opening line), that we had sex but it wasn't as satisfying enough for him, that I might be mentally ill (this was right after DDAy - duh!) and he did tell his OW about my very personal triggers/mind movies about that OW when we were in false R.

I will share that when I first found out what he was doing I made fake profiles on various dating and sex sites to see if I could find him (I did on a couple). Because I had a profile I did get messages from a bunch of men and all of them had nothing good to say about their marriage/wife.

I think the WS does that to both rationalize their behaviors and build up the AP. "Oh poor me, my wife is so awful, I'm so lonely in my M and you are amazing" feeds their fantasy world.

BS - Me, 41 SAHM back in grad school
WS - Husband, 43 SA dx in March 2013
T-20, M-18 college sweethearts
Multiple DDays since 1999 - OW's all the way back to engagement
Most recent DDay 8-12,false R 1/13
DD-11, DS 13 with ASD

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Default  Posted: 2:51 PM, September 6th (Friday)

My husband said he never talked about me and she never asked. Whatever! I find it hard to believe that a woman would not ask a single question about the wife of the man she was out with at 3am. She told me he asked her "So, where does your husband think you are right now". Then she tells me how devastated my husband was when I was in the hospital with a kidney infection and dehydration. How we just lost my sister and now I'm sick! Looks like he wanted her sympathy. She said she's never seen him so devastated and that he loves me so much and would never do anything to risk losing me. I couldn't help but laugh. I told her I wasn't in the hospital, I was in the ER for a whole 4 hours. Even after she tells me all this, my husband still says he never told her anything personal about me or our marriage.

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Default  Posted: 3:20 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Yep, he put me and our marriage down to justify his actions. Now note their A lasted less than one week, but here are some of the crazy things he told her in their gchats which I have saved:

-He was checked out of his marriage & we were like roommates and lived separate lives(it would had been nice if he would have let me know)
-My clitoris is messed up after having kids, so I cannot orgasm & I haven't orgasmed in years (really? I didn't seem to be any having issues before the A. Plus, I cannot believe he typed the word "clitoris" on their gchats!?!)
-I don't enjoy sex (but the week prior to him starting the affair we did it three times, yep, I must really hate sex)
-That I have a permanent period (I cannot believe I almost forgot that one! Therefore edited to add this one)

She soaked it all up & volunteered to spice up his poor, lonely, deprived life. Sad.

What gets me is that he says that he purposely started to pull away more from our marriage prior to them sleeping together, so he would feel better and have additional justification to continue. It kills me that he sabotage my efforts that weekend (massage appts, a show, etc), so he could tell her that we had a rough weekend...jackass. That is hard for me to get over.

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Default  Posted: 6:35 PM, September 6th (Friday)

I absolutely do know that h talked about me during his a with the neighbor and whore talked about her h. After all, they both had to bring up our names to figure out when we would be gone so h could get his blow job and she could get herself munched on. And after their "soul mate sex" they of course had to slam me and her h into the ground to justify their actions and commiserate with each other.

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Default  Posted: 6:38 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Yes. He never discussed me with her. Well, in the beginning when they were just friends, part of what they discussed were the problems we were having. She was "helping" him. How many times have we heard that one?

But once the affair began, I didn't exist. They never talked about. I think it made it too real for him. He couldn't cross the streams. Frankly, it is one of the things that helped me recover. Had he admitted to vilifying me to her? I dunno that I could deal with that.

Him WH
2 ddays in '07
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Default  Posted: 7:12 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Yes, Nearly Exh thought what I didn't know wouldn't hurt me, too. He tried to say several times that I'm not discussed, but that's not true because of what OW told me...about how awful our marriage was and how awful his life was. (It wasn't.)

Then he flip flopped and told me that he cried for me when he was gone and missed me and had many memories of us, even the college days, some of our longer vacations. It got so that I didn't know what to believe and maybe that was the purpose?

This was a little bit funny, during my stronger times.

He succeeded with OW by telling her he was a widower. So when I asked, "What did I die of?", he turned beat red and tried to say that it never came up. We know several widowers who are real ones, so I wondered if he took one of their stories or used his own.

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Default  Posted: 7:48 PM, September 6th (Friday)

My husband, myself and OW worked together. I was the boss. He would bitch to her about me. I would bitch to her about him and she would be sure to tell him everything. I believe a good chunk of time was spent putting me down. It always amazes me how he could go from speaking badly about me one day to realizing he was madly in love with me the next day ( d-day).

DDay - 11/4/09
BS-49 DDay
fWS-46 DDay
EA/PA with childhood sweetheart/ kissed
R - 11/25/09
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Default  Posted: 8:04 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Thank u everyone for taking the time to post I appreciate and feel for all your stories!

Bs: me 32 WH: 36
Dday: July 2012
LTA: 4years (ea, pa)
Dd-4. Ds-2
My life is shattered unsure about R

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Default  Posted: 8:14 PM, September 6th (Friday)

I didn't have to ask. The OW's BF told me he'd seen the texts between WH and OW and they were "never anything good."

Nothing like hearing what a horrible person you are from a complete stranger!

me: BW, 30
him: WH, 25
us: edging closer to R every day

married 2y, together 2.5y
1 beautiful daughter, 23m

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Posts: 368 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Texas
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Default  Posted: 9:14 PM, September 6th (Friday)

I have not asked that question. Thought about it, but haven't as of yet.

If you don't want me at my worst, maybe I won't need you at my best.
DDAY 1 - not sure but it was July, Aug or Sept 2010 (supposed bj from hooker)
DDAY 2 - 7-22-2013 she was the made up hooker

Posts: 99 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: IL
Member # 19772
Default  Posted: 9:24 PM, September 6th (Friday)

XH was good at not answering 'uncomfortable for him questions'.

He pretty much said he didn't think of me and I don't think I was on OW's mind either; like it was truly all about them. I know from her BH that she thought little of me; not that I was a bitch per se, more like a non-factor.

I sort of believe they didn't talk about their BS', but more focused on THEM as a couple because they are both just like super selfish people. I do think it was like 99% about them 99% of the time.

Posts: 14389 | Registered: Jun 2008
Member # 29358
Default  Posted: 10:09 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Their "friendship" started because they were bitching about their marriages. That's all they did was complain about us. She was trying to help him "fix" his marriage and vice versa. He had plenty to say about me, and spread it around to family members and coworkers for years. He is passive aggressive with narsasitic and BPD tendencies. He also has an addictive personality and was acting out by spending money. He lied. He lied about everything. Then he turned everything around against me so that he would not have to face his own truths. His messed up FOO encouraged it and made everything 20x worse.

Me - BW 40
Him - FWH 39
Her - MOW 47 Fat Assed Toothless Man Faced Whore!!!

DD#1 July 28, 2010 Admitted to EA. A went underground.
DD#2 August 19,2010 Admitted PA

Posts: 1005 | Registered: Aug 2010 | From: Michigan
Member # 34836
Default  Posted: 2:47 PM, September 7th (Saturday)

I asked.....many times. Only because I wanted him to prove to me he did not say all the things that the OW said that he said. Broke my heart but I am pretty sure he said it all, although he denies it

M 25 years
BW Me - 50's
WH Him - 60's
OW 25 years younger
D-Days too numerous to mention last D-day being 12-2-11 *OW went on fishing trip 5-21-13*

"A relationship is only made for two, but some bitches don't know how to count"

Posts: 353 | Registered: Feb 2012 | From: Colorado
Member # 39584
Default  Posted: 2:53 PM, September 7th (Saturday)

I asked; he said that he never talked about me at all, which is impossible to believe - they were together for 2.5 years, so I think I must have come up occasionally. Just another thing I will never know the truth about :(

WH - 35
2.5 year LTA

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