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shatteredheart7
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Member # 39734
Default  Posted: 9:59 AM, September 6th (Friday)

So the other day I seen a post on here about beating up a pic of the other woman. I was going to reply to it, but to be honest I am to lazy today to go look for it.

Yesterday morning I printed out the only pic I have of the skank, a pic I took of her flipping me off while we walked with the band during a parade. 2 size 8x10 and 2 wallet sizes . I used one to clean up some dog shit and I taped one to a cardboard box. I then taped the wallets to the bottom of my hiking boots. Then I went and got my sons pellet gun and a knife. Went for a walk in the woods with everything. I shot her repeatedly with that gun, then I kicked the box around for a few mins, then I stabbed her, then kicked her around some more, then shot a few more rounds in her. I then took the knife and cut clear through her pic. All of this while I screamed at her, letting it all out. I then carried it back to the house. He was still asleep, so I laid it in the garage and waited. When he woke up I told him that I had done something this morning and it was in the garage if he wanted to look. He looked at it, pulled me to him and held me tight as I let out all the tears that I had been holding in while I ranted and "killed" her. He asked me if I felt better and I said, yes, yes I do. I then took it outside to our fire pit and lit it on fire.

I have to say that it DID make me feel better! I released most of the pent up rage that I had and honestly, I now feel that she is dead to us. The real test will be how I react the next time we run in to her, but until then I feel like a great weight has been lifted.

I always say that I took up photography because it is the only way I can shoot people and cut off their heads without getting in trouble.

ETA: DAMN, I think I may have entered the anger phase!

[This message edited by shatteredheart7 at 10:02 AM, September 6th (Friday)]


Me~40
FWH~46
Married 8yrs
Together 11 1/2
Me~ 3 kids, 21,17,14
Him~no kids
A with a mutual "friend" for 2+yrs
He confessed 9/9/12
A was over 2/12
7/13~ Happier than we have been in yrs!

Posts: 240 | Registered: Jul 2013
Ellephantastic
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Member # 39833
Default  Posted: 10:09 AM, September 6th (Friday)

hahaha! amazing! I need to do this...

Although I am very doubtful that WBF would react to me doing that like your WS did.

He seems to be quite protective over his little whore.


BS(me)
WBF = PA
Ow = 19(at the time)
WBF A = 08/10/2012-17/10/2012
D-Day = 24/01/2013

"It was easier for him to hurt me than it was for him to turn her down"


Posts: 75 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Scotland
TxsT
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Member # 39996
Default  Posted: 10:18 AM, September 6th (Friday)

Shattered....I could picture EVERYTHING you did like it was a movie right on my IPad.. Good for you. My revenge came when she was stupid enough to text me directly saying she had done nothing wrong and was not a bad person.....I think you get the picture of what I was able to text back. I was so shaken by her revelations, that I needed an IC session the next morning. I handed my phone to my IC and asked if I had made any sense and if this person now got my feelings on the issue.

He was amazed at how focused and articulate my responses were while knowing the rage I had for this women while I was texting. He said I did brilliantly but then also warned me to protect myself. Her responses showed her instability and delusion.

I felt so much better after getting that out of me. I had wanted to contact her but thought it best not to. If I ever had a chance for the two of us to enter a quiet room together and no one would notice if I was the only one who came back out I would certainly capitalize on this. Now I just laugh at her.

T

T


Me: BS 50
Hubby: WH 53
Together: 32 years
Married: 25 years 09/10/2013
2 boys: 23&21
Dday: 09/11/2012
A length: 4+ years (yes years)
status: Ongoing Reconciliation :o)

Through thick and thin we will survive but he gets only one shot at it!


Posts: 605 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: CDN
Tired05
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Member # 39609
Default  Posted: 2:47 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Wow! The 'using her picture to clean up dog poo' really got me. If I wasn't so committed to absolutely NC, no pics or even rereading their old emails and whatnot, then I would have printed out a stack of pics and used them everytime I walked my dog. I've also fantasized printing out the emails and making a bonfire with them on top and roasting marshmellows...but again, I refuse to relapse. Too bad I wasn't this creative in the early days.


Together 6 yrs. M 4 yrs. DD born 3/1/2013.
Me: BS -- Him: 1 EA/PA (6mos), PA (MW), and 6 ONS...Been at it for almost 5 yrs. *Still slave to TT* 1st DDay- 11/24/2012,
.....OC due in August.....

Posts: 122 | Registered: Jun 2013 | From: United States
cancuncrushed
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Member # 28156
Default  Posted: 3:02 PM, September 6th (Friday)

Yep me too. Put her pic on cheap ugly cake, stomped it destroyed it and cussed her. Then threw it. I did feel better too. Have to wait until next year to see if I feel better on her bday.... Yesterday, was my bday. I was triggering, not getting what I needed emotionally, and on pins and needles, afraid I was going to get depressed. Then I realized...... she is aware of MY bday. SHe was there for my Bday at company picnic. I hope she had a horrible day, feeling alone, and ugly.And rejected. I started to feel much better after that. She may have caused alot of damage, but she did not win. I am not talking about H. I am talking about my life and my existance.


a trigger yesterday

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