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heartbroken2012
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Default  Posted: 9:55 AM, September 16th (Monday)

So today is my two year anniversary. Its been two years that we got my husband into the country from England to be together...after 4 years of back and forth and being apart.

We celebrated our 1st anniversary and I thought he was the world, I worshipped the ground he walked on and was the happiest I had ever been. We had twin babies. things were good. Two months after our 1st anniversary he cheated on me for a slut co worker that was 12 years older than me, and lied...the affair was 2 months.

Since today is my anniversary since I found out that my husband betrayed me and slept with someone else after I have given everything I have (emotionally, financially and every other way) I feel sad.

I am happy that we are at two years. It was what I wanted for a long time. I love him, but I dont love him the same. I miss feeling like he was the world. I hurt badly today and feel such sadness that the person I said was my soulmate lied to me and gave something very special away...and we will never get that back. And he still blames me.

He is happy today, but I am sad. It is bitter sweet.

I just wanted to share my feelings of pain and extreme sadness and hurt with someone. (He thinks me reading this site and the people on here are stupid) I like knowing I am not alone.


BS(Me) - 32
WS(HUbbie) - 40
OW - 44 (a ugly, old, white trash horse faced Coworker)
Affair was 2 months long
3 kids - 5yr old, and twins 8 months
Dday - 12/25/12 (lots of signs before I should have seen)

Posts: 549 | Registered: Jan 2013
StillGoing
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Member # 28571
Default  Posted: 10:30 AM, September 16th (Monday)

Sorry you are hurting today. Hope it starts to get better soon.


“Fate is a fickle bitch who dotes on irony.”

Posts: 7431 | Registered: May 2010 | From: USA
nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 12:18 PM, September 16th (Monday)

((((heartbroken))))


You can call me NIK

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to know where you really stand."
-Hayley Williams


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