SurvivingInfidelity.com Forums
General
User Topic: 1st anniversary since I found out my husband was cheating...
heartbroken2012
Member
Member # 38089
Default  Posted: 9:55 AM, September 16th (Monday)

So today is my two year anniversary. Its been two years that we got my husband into the country from England to be together...after 4 years of back and forth and being apart.

We celebrated our 1st anniversary and I thought he was the world, I worshipped the ground he walked on and was the happiest I had ever been. We had twin babies. things were good. Two months after our 1st anniversary he cheated on me for a slut co worker that was 12 years older than me, and lied...the affair was 2 months.

Since today is my anniversary since I found out that my husband betrayed me and slept with someone else after I have given everything I have (emotionally, financially and every other way) I feel sad.

I am happy that we are at two years. It was what I wanted for a long time. I love him, but I dont love him the same. I miss feeling like he was the world. I hurt badly today and feel such sadness that the person I said was my soulmate lied to me and gave something very special away...and we will never get that back. And he still blames me.

He is happy today, but I am sad. It is bitter sweet.

I just wanted to share my feelings of pain and extreme sadness and hurt with someone. (He thinks me reading this site and the people on here are stupid) I like knowing I am not alone.


BS(Me) - 32
WS(HUbbie) - 40
OW - 44 (a ugly, old, white trash horse faced Coworker)
Affair was 2 months long
3 kids - 5yr old, and twins 8 months
Dday - 12/25/12 (lots of signs before I should have seen)

Posts: 468 | Registered: Jan 2013
StillGoing
Member
Member # 28571
Default  Posted: 10:30 AM, September 16th (Monday)

Sorry you are hurting today. Hope it starts to get better soon.


“Fate is a fickle bitch who dotes on irony.”

Posts: 7119 | Registered: May 2010 | From: USA
nowiknow23
Guide
Member # 33226
Default  Posted: 12:18 PM, September 16th (Monday)

((((heartbroken))))


You can call me NIK

There's always failure. And there's always disappointment. And there's always loss.
But the secret is learning from the loss, and realizing that none of those holes are vacuums.
- Michael J. Fox


Posts: 22710 | Registered: Aug 2011
Topic Posts: 3