User Topic: Thoughts?
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Default  Posted: 10:56 PM, September 16th (Monday)

Teslet painted this picture tonight.

I asked him what it was about. He said it was him and his dad and that his dad was going to live in the house I built. He said dad was broken. I asked why dad was broken, he said because his leg is cracked and now he has to walk with a cane. (No injuries to ex-shat in real life.)
I told him it's a lovely picture and that we could hang it in his room when it dries. Teslet insists that it should be hung in my room.
I will never cease to be amazed by how he makes sense of his world.
It's hard for me not to read too much into the fact that he portrayed and described his dad as broken. I'm careful not to talk about ex-shat when Teslet is awake, but maybe he overheard me say something recently? Or maybe he just knows something is not quite right with his dad. Or maybe he just painted a picture. I tend to over analyze.

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Default  Posted: 11:01 PM, September 16th (Monday)

That picture gives me chills.

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Default  Posted: 11:09 PM, September 16th (Monday)


How old is he? I don't think it's over-analyzing to say he's picking up on something.

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Default  Posted: 11:27 PM, September 16th (Monday)

I find the picture and the story achingly beautiful. I am so moved I would like to save a copy of it if you wouldn't mind.

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Default  Posted: 12:36 AM, September 17th (Tuesday)

Wow. He definitely has an artistic streak in him.

It also looks like it is raining over his dad, but the sun is directly above Teslet. And Teslet's arms are outstretched, but his dad's are hanging down to his side. I can over analyze too! :)

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Default  Posted: 8:21 AM, September 17th (Tuesday)

Wow. He definitely has an artistic streak in him.

I agree. Quite apart from the amazing insight of it - it actually does look like he has a genuine artistic talent to me.

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Default  Posted: 8:56 AM, September 17th (Tuesday)

I'm careful not to talk about ex-shat when Teslet is awake, but maybe he overheard me say something recently?

That's my guess.

Broken is a pretty hard concept for a kid his age to get, especially when he didn't specify which part of his dad he thinks is broken.

My guess is he heard it in some very general way.


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Default  Posted: 11:21 AM, September 17th (Tuesday)

Or, he believes dads are supposed to live with kids and moms. Since his dad does not, he takes it to mean dad is broken...instead of himself.

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Default  Posted: 3:49 AM, September 18th (Wednesday)

Broken is a pretty hard concept for a kid his age to get, especially when he didn't specify which part of his dad he thinks is broken.

^^THIS. Unless he knows someone who has had a broken leg recently? My girls tend to use new info in their art stories and incorporate it into their own life.

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Default  Posted: 4:37 AM, September 18th (Wednesday)

He's insightful.

Why is he insisting it needs to go in your room?

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Default  Posted: 5:14 AM, September 18th (Wednesday)

Art therapy is a thing. DS7 has an art therapist at school. It is very similar to what Teslet did with that picture. Kids draw something, and it is often meaningful to them no matter how run-of-the-mill the picture seems. As SBB said, they sometimes incoporate new info as a way of processing things and absorbing new info. I believe art therapists can analyze themes and such over a series of pics too.

It seems like he's working through some concepts with his pictures. Probably shouldn't over-analyze, but it is good to let him draw what he wants without making a big deal and let him talk through what he thinks is going on.

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Default  Posted: 6:44 AM, September 18th (Wednesday)

I am awed by his depth in understanding and meaning. Precious

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Default  Posted: 3:10 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

My thinking from this is that your ex is probably way over sharing adult concerns with teslet and this is how he interprets it. Perhaps he talks about the new house he is trying to buy, but woe is ex, he is broke and needs your help (aka drop the "law suit").

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Default  Posted: 3:24 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

Even though it would be a safe bet not to over-analyze, it is my firm belief that kids pick up WAY more than we give them credit for. They may not be able to express it, or fully understand it, but they get cues.

My DD was 4 at the time of DDay and one day she said "Mommy, now there are two people who are not around anymore, Daddy and OW!" I nearly peed myself because I realize if she were a little older she might have put the pieces together.

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Default  Posted: 4:05 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

What a great painting.

It looks to me like he's trying to "herd" his dad back home.

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Default  Posted: 5:53 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

THanks for all the thoughts...I'm sure he did hear broken in a general way and put it in...but hearing the story at my level of understanding just makes it all the more interesting. I must say, I really enjoy listening to him tell me about his artwork...although I'm sure that he's working through some tough things. In another pic he did he had dad (just dad portrayed) camping at the beach. Dad doesn't go camping and he's never taken Teslet to the beach...that's what we do together.

I just try to take note of it. I don't make a big deal out of it. And of course he could just be smearing color together and I would still think it's the most beautiful picture in the world.

I have no idea why he is insisting that the one in this thread go in my room. I've still got both of them sitting in the living room, figured I'd just wait for him to mention them again.

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Default  Posted: 9:23 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

Continue to let this this child paint, draw, mold clay, sandplay, etc........It is SO good for them to express themselves.

EVERY piece of art has meaning.

My daughter at age 5 said "daddy made a choice." She knew. No one told her. She's very bright and knew and told her counselor that daddy made a choice to leave. She was reminded it had nothing to do with her or her brother. It stuck.

I don't think he overheard anything. He is putting concepts in his head into his art.......

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Default  Posted: 9:25 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

My daughter's counselor always using play and art therapy in her sessions.

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Default  Posted: 9:53 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

You know what else struck me? He said that he and his dad were going to live in a house that YOU built. ETA: I also like how you are symbolically represented as the house-- the warm, safe haven against the rain outside.

I took that to mean that not only is Dad broken, but if I take him back to Mom, the strong and reliable one that I can count on, maybe she can fix Dad?

Plus, he wants you to hang it in your room... maybe hoping that, deep down, you'll welcome back his dad?

The thing that our ex-morons completely fail to acknowledge is that the pseudo-mommies they've installed in their children's lives are NOT substitutes for their real moms. My kids have said things like "I wish Dad and [the Owife] would get divorced so that you two could get married again" or "I wish Dad would love you again so that you could get remarried." Of course, I tell them that there is no chance of our reuniting, but it doesn't matter-- even if the step parent is awesome (which she isn't in my case or in yours), they still nurture that little hope that we'll get back together with their dads.

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Default  Posted: 9:56 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

It looks like he is trying to HELP his father. He built a house for him. Maybe he wants the picture to hang in your room so that you can see how his father is hurt and needs help. Maybe your son is feeling the negative vibes coming from you and is trying to sensitize you to his father's pain and need of help, as he sees it.

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Default  Posted: 11:04 PM, September 18th (Wednesday)

I'm guessing he heard someone (probably the dynamic dummies) talk about being "broke" - as in have no money, and his mind interpreted that as being "broken" - as in the broken leg.

The concept of a person being broken is way too mature for a 4year old to come up with on his own.

His art is pretty cool. I love his house and the simplicity of it all! I'd hang that in my room if I was his momma. :).

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