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simplydevastated
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Member # 25001
Default  Posted: 11:18 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Well...today was a shitty day all around.

It's 12:15am and I can't sleep even though I'm dead tired.

I know there are a lot of people out there hurting right now so I'm sending (((hugs))) and strength to all of you.

Let's hope that Friday is a better day for us all.


Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Married, for now... (4+ D-Day - listed in profile.)

Posts: 5816 | Registered: Jul 2009 | From: In the darkest depths of hell!
Broken1Again
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Member # 32211
Default  Posted: 11:20 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Sorry your day was sh!tty. I can relate. :( hugs back at you. Know you aren't the only one who can't sleep.


BS: 40
WS: 42
Two boys 13/11
Married 15 years
Dday: too Many to remember. 3 significant OW and many "less"'significant OW. Believe WS has bad boundaries and craves the attention.
In R.

Posts: 859 | Registered: May 2011
Lostinthismess
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Member # 39210
Default  Posted: 11:25 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Me too. I don't sleep very well anymore anyway. Friday has to be better simply because it's Friday!!!


Dday- 4/4/13
fwh- harrypotter
'You just keep living, until you are alive again'
'I don't want perfect, I want honest'

Posts: 329 | Registered: May 2013 | From: Ca
simplydevastated
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Member # 25001
Default  Posted: 11:28 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

My mind is racing with everything that happened today.

Broken, I'm sorry you had a bad day, too.

Lost, I'll have a couple days where I'll sleep fine but for the most part I haven't slept well since my first Dday.

[This message edited by simplydevastated at 9:02 AM, September 27th (Friday)]


Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Married, for now... (4+ D-Day - listed in profile.)

Posts: 5816 | Registered: Jul 2009 | From: In the darkest depths of hell!
nowiknow23
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Member # 33226
Default  Posted: 11:31 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

((((((sd)))))) Sending you strength and comfort.


You can call me NIK

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.
- Plato


Posts: 24366 | Registered: Aug 2011
Lostinthismess
Member
Member # 39210
Default  Posted: 11:34 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Ditto Simply. That's how it goes for me. I'm trying to get into deployment mode too. Can't really with the A stuff going on though ... Taking up too much head space....


Dday- 4/4/13
fwh- harrypotter
'You just keep living, until you are alive again'
'I don't want perfect, I want honest'

Posts: 329 | Registered: May 2013 | From: Ca
whatnow8
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Member # 36576
Default  Posted: 11:40 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Hugs to everyone here. This all just sucks.


wtf?? How insane does your life have to get that you want to polygraph your freaking HUSBAND. ~ OldCow18

It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go. ~ unknown


Posts: 178 | Registered: Aug 2012 | From: midwest
MrsDoubtfire
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Member # 24786
Default  Posted: 11:54 PM, September 26th (Thursday)

Hugs back to you all. I'm wide awake too but it's not A related. It's just insomnia that I get from time to time

One day you will be farther out from all the hurt and will be able to sleep soundly once more.

(HUGS to anyone awake because of infidelity and the crappy horse it rode in on)


BS(Me) FWH(Him) DDay 05.09
A went underground. True R 02.10
I won't let another woman reap the benefit of enjoying the man my H has now becomeć

Posts: 1562 | Registered: Jul 2009
Dreamland
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Member # 40488
Default  Posted: 12:57 AM, September 27th (Friday)

HUGGSSS!!!
I rarely sleep anymore. I am having a bad year and tomorrow will be bad.😰😰😰


Me-BS 50 Him-WH 47, DD17
Together since 1993, Married 19 yrs
DDay 3/12,4/12,7/12 EA-PA OW - 25 single husband chasing bastard whore

Posts: 515 | Registered: Aug 2013
MediumRare
Member
Member # 35128
Default  Posted: 1:47 AM, September 27th (Friday)

INSOMNIACS UNITE!

I've got a full year+ of 4-6 hours sleep TOPS (usually less than 3 hours) under my belt from this bullshit.

My doctor said it should have killed me long ago, but I knew better... death would have been too easy, so I knew it wouldn't possibly happen.

At the same time, I've learned how to make the insomniac schedule work, which involves flack seed oil tablets, almond butter on celery and poppy seeds. When I'm up past 4am and have to work in just a few hours, that magical combo seems to super-charge my 3-4 hours sleep in profound ways so I can carry on another day.


BS (ME): 44
WS(HER): 42
9 years
OM#1- 20-something loser, stole bunch of my things after she had sex with him in our bed (no condoms, STDs)
OM#2- 24 year old, unemployed loser, lives with mom & dad
DDay 1/2012
NC 3/20/2012
SGASDay 4/1/2012

Posts: 712 | Registered: Mar 2012 | From: California
simplydevastated
Member
Member # 25001
Default  Posted: 9:04 AM, September 27th (Friday)

I hope you all were finally able to get some sleep.

I slept in one hour shifts. So maybe four hours total.


Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Married, for now... (4+ D-Day - listed in profile.)

Posts: 5816 | Registered: Jul 2009 | From: In the darkest depths of hell!
Faithful w/Love
Member
Member # 33128
Default  Posted: 9:10 AM, September 27th (Friday)

Thank you for the hugs! It is a shitty Friday for me. I was in such a good mood yesterday afternoon until night struck and a new Dday.


BS(ME)40 WH(HIM)37
DD 19 and DS 15
Separated Aug 2012
Moved back home Oct 31 2013
False R. Still Lying.
Will be divorcing soon!
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have"!

Posts: 2604 | Registered: Aug 2011
simplydevastated
Member
Member # 25001
Default  Posted: 10:05 AM, September 27th (Friday)

I know how you feel.


Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Married, for now... (4+ D-Day - listed in profile.)

Posts: 5816 | Registered: Jul 2009 | From: In the darkest depths of hell!
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