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cluless
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Angry  Posted: 2:45 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

I finally got most of the details of my WH's affair, including days and everything that happened sexually. Of course I didn't get this from my WH, all I EVER get from him is TT. He CAN'T/WON'T tell me the 100% truth, I guess he will shrivel up in a ball and die. I've been talking to OP's BS about things and it took his mini-heart attack yesterday for HIS BS to finally tell us the truth. I had my WH to write a time-line for me, he gave me it last night, and most of it are lies and 1/2 truths. He won't even talk to me, he's too angry/frustrated and begins yelling at me. I'm not even going to talk to him anymore, but get myself up, get myself together and start living my life again. He can continue to sleep on the floor downstairs until I can figure out what to do.

Of course it has occurred to me that the OW's BS might have embellished the truth a bit, but since my WH won't tell me everything, what am I to do?

Any advice would be so helpful right now.


WH 57
BS 55 -- Me!
LTA EA/PA 1-1/2 years.
D-Day 8-12, 2nd D-Day 9-13, 3rd D-Day 10-13 (stopped counting tt still coming in)
Married 17 yrs, together 20.
MC & IC has been a JOKE.

Status: In careful R. Sometimes spinning our wheels and starti


Posts: 166 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oceanside
k94ever
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Member # 11176
Default  Posted: 2:58 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

This will end when you stop it.

It's up to you. You're in the driver's seat on this.

{{{hugs}}}}

k9


BS: 56
WS: 53
Betrayed: 23 years
Affairs: 14 (2 lasted 3 months. Rest were ONS)
WS died: 16 May 2011
Do not stay in your hurt forever. Choose to move out of it.

Posts: 6579 | Registered: Jul 2006 | From: Wisconsin
justabrokendream
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Member # 3075
Default  Posted: 3:17 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

Do what I foolishly didn't after the first D-Day - Lawyer up and move on....

Posts: 306 | Registered: Jan 2004 | From: CA
cayc
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Member # 21964
Default  Posted: 7:42 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

180. Focus on you. Right now, why should he tell you? What''s the penalty for lying? None, because you aren''t doing anything.

So, prepare to live your life without him. He''ll have to decide if he''s okay with that. And if he''s not, then he''ll have to start doing things to show you that he''s not. Being defensive, lying, acting like this is your fault isn''t.

Take back your power. Take back your life. Take care of you. Talk to the lawyer and be ready to D. Talk to friends. Talk to your IC. Figure out who you are independent of Mr. Defensive Angry Liar. You can do this.

Maybe he''ll come around. But if he doesn''t? How much better off you''ll be from having turned the focus onto you and away from him.

(((cluless)))


"The difference between involvement and commitment is like ham and eggs. The chicken is involved, the pig is committed." -Martina Navratilova
"The question isn't who is going to let me; it's who is going to stop me." -Ayn Rand

Posts: 3119 | Registered: Dec 2008 | From: Mexico
cluless
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Member # 40538
Default  Posted: 8:11 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

Yes, I've been thinking about this all day. I'm going to separate from him and if he wants to earn me back, then he's going to have to work harder than anything he's ever done in his life.

I've made it CLEAR, I'm DONE with his feeling sorry for himself, or being angry with me. I WILL NOT put up with it. I am going to go back into life, I tried today, but ended up failing miserably.

But will try again tomorrow. Things will be done MY way from this point forward, and he knows to stay the hell away from me if I hold my hand up. I've read the 180 and I'm just so damn disappointed in the man I married. I'm not sure anymore that I even want to fix this now. But I'm trying not to do anything without really thinking about it and being sure. But our "intimate" moments are DONE. I need to work on me. Thanks for your advice, I'm learning to live again


WH 57
BS 55 -- Me!
LTA EA/PA 1-1/2 years.
D-Day 8-12, 2nd D-Day 9-13, 3rd D-Day 10-13 (stopped counting tt still coming in)
Married 17 yrs, together 20.
MC & IC has been a JOKE.

Status: In careful R. Sometimes spinning our wheels and starti


Posts: 166 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oceanside
SerJR
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Member # 14993
Default  Posted: 8:21 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

He can continue to sleep on the floor downstairs

Just make sure to place some newspapers in case he has an oopsie....

On another note, I agree that putting the 180 into practise will help you to stay out of the madness and regain control over you life independently. Know what your minimum requirements are for you to consider reconciling and don't accept anything less. In the meantime, do what you need to, to take care of and protect yourself.


Me: BH - Happily remarried.
Hope is never lost. It exists within you - it is real. It is not a force in and of itself - it is something that you create with every thought, action, and choice you make. It is a gift that you create for yourself.

Posts: 17100 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Further North than South
fourever
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Member # 30631
Default  Posted: 8:21 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

Good for you. I firmly believe that this can save a marriage. It did mine.


In R since shortly after DD.
Discovered what was right in front of him and nearly lost.

Always, tell the other BS! Always!

"It's hard to be in love when you can't tell lies"!


Posts: 877 | Registered: Jan 2011 | From: Northeast
Confused85
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Member # 40813
Default  Posted: 8:52 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

I'm a firm believer in saving the marriage but perhaps after 3 DDay I don't think it worth saving anymore


Before you give up, think about why you held on for so long

Posts: 19 | Registered: Sep 2013
RockyMtn
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Default  Posted: 9:02 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

All the others have given good advice. I had 2 D-Days, TT as well. My D-Days were over a year apart and the TT was massive. I started mentally and emotionally preparing myself for D on D-Day 2. Researched lawyers, started drafting emails to friends/family letting them know the news, etc. Before I made the final decision, I got myself into IC to discuss my final decision. In the meantime, he slept elsewhere.

I think your approach to start living again is so so so important. This can not dominate your every thought and move.

And you know what? Here we are, thriving, still M and better than ever. But the D process woke him the hell up. Everything was on the line. And he knew it. Got sober, told me everything, got into intensive IC. He realized he needed to do all of this whether we stayed together or not because he realized that, even if he lost me, he couldn't live his life gambling the way he had up to that point or nothing (ever) was going to work out in his favor.

So, that's my advice. Start thinking D, as you already are, and in the interim, get some professional help to sort through the decision.


Me, BS, 30s
Him, WS, 30s, Steppenwolf
Kids: Yep
D-Day 1: September 2011, 6 week EA
D-Day 2: January 2013, discovered EA was a PA; there was another PA in 2010. All TT.
Goal = serenity.

Posts: 667 | Registered: Oct 2012
cluless
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Frustrated  Posted: 9:18 PM, October 9th (Wednesday)

I just typed up my requirements for him and any abuse will automatically take him to "not save marriage" option. I will NOT allow it anymore, I'm so over this and feeling this pain everyday. I'm going to get myself out there. Tomorrow I'm going to the gym again and just think of myself as single. WS has to earn back my love and respect and honestly, I don't think he can be unselfish enough to do what is needed. But I have to try, that way I can walk away knowing I did everything in my power to save it.

So thank you all for your great advice. Going to talk to a lawyer and see what my options are if this continues to go south.

One day at a time....


WH 57
BS 55 -- Me!
LTA EA/PA 1-1/2 years.
D-Day 8-12, 2nd D-Day 9-13, 3rd D-Day 10-13 (stopped counting tt still coming in)
Married 17 yrs, together 20.
MC & IC has been a JOKE.

Status: In careful R. Sometimes spinning our wheels and starti


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