I had a baby that was stillborn at full term early August. My husband had been having an EA up to that point with my best friend. We couldn't talk to each other either, me at first & then him. Within weeks he ran off & started to live with her!
He's like he's turned into a different person, he doesn't give a crap about the kids or me its all about him! Him choosing this path is by no means a reflection on you! I just wanted to tell you that you are by no means alone, I've had some brilliant advice & support in this forum. I've done the 180 thing & it does help to detach yourself alot! Whenever I feel like crap & reaching out to him I read this instead. Get some counselling & meds sorted ASAP! You will have it whirling around in your head for along while to come yet!
You have made the first steps by coming on here for support, I'm relatively new here myself but other people take time to write to you & it really does offer alot of comfort & support (((HUGS)))