Trying to pay attention to work and get things done. It's just busy filing stuff that I have been ignoring so it's not holding my attention. I keep drifting to the conversation I need to have with her tonight. I keep thinking about how to pay for the retainer on the lawyer. I need to look at a budget to make sure I can afford everything I'm proposing.
Then I get wracked with guilt because I think she is trying, just not trying hard enough.
Glad IC is today.
Me - BS, 33
Her - WW, 33
DS 7, DD 3
Posts: 129 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: OH
Thefly559 Member Member # 40268
Posted: 8:50 AM, October 22nd (Tuesday)
read your post , not too much to tell you other than to stay strong and I am here with you. As far as money goes, you will find a way. That I can guarantee."what does not kill you , makes you stronger"
Posts: 679 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: nyc
jo2love Moderator Member # 31528
Posted: 6:45 PM, October 22nd (Tuesday)
I hear you. I had the attention span of a knat for quite a while after Dday. It does get better. I hope your IC appt went well. Sending you strength.
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Thessalian Member Member # 40633
Posted: 7:15 PM, October 22nd (Tuesday)
Totally hear you. I can concentrate for about 2 hours at a time, if that. Me: BW, 30
Him: WH, 36
7 years of double-digit ONS, LTA, hookers - the works.
First found out: August 20, 2013
Whole truth: January 1, 2014
Posts: 164 | Registered: Sep 2013
Truly Member Member # 40715
Posted: 7:19 PM, October 22nd (Tuesday)
...with you on this...
A haunts you...
Possible conversations haunt you...
Newly revealed TT haunts you...
I know this cos right now I'm booking airline tickets (cough cough)
Hope IC helps
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