User Topic: I am raging angry right now
Member # 21332
Flame  Posted: 10:37 AM, December 9th (Monday)

I am having a hard time functioning today. I did not sleep well last night. Lots of stress w/my kids. I am finally starting to see some of the effects of all of this coming out in their behavior and poor choices they are making. And now I AM ANGRY. FUCKING RAGING MAD.

I guess if I can't tap into my anger for myself I apparently can do so for my kids.

Vent: You fucking piece of shit as a person who could not only shit all over your wife but also your children. How dare you ????!!!!! How dare you treat them like crap for nearly their whole lives abandon them repeatedly over the years treat their mother like shit and then LEAVE and act like you are RELIEVED and happy????

How does he look in the mirror???

Fuck him for doing this to me. May he rot in hell for eternity for what he has done to his own children.

*Sorry for all the swearing, just needed to get that out today

M 16yrs Together 18+
Cheated our whole relationship Multiple Ddays, Multiple OW, Multiple EAs and PAs
DS17, TwinDSs16, DD11

Posts: 284 | Registered: Oct 2008
Member # 3703
Default  Posted: 10:49 AM, December 9th (Monday)

May he rot in hell for eternity for what he has done to his own children.
I hope he does. He has no soul.

D-day OW#1 2/2004; R for 6 years; D-day OW#2 5/2010

Marriages that start this way, stepping over the bodies of loved ones as the giddy couple walks down the aisle, are not likely to last.

Posts: 3400 | Registered: Mar 2004 | From: NY
Member # 37215
Default  Posted: 12:45 PM, December 9th (Monday)

I hear you. Let out that rage momma! It fucking sucks when the consequences of WS's choices trickle down (or flood down) and do further damage to the kids. They are spineless empty souls.

Me (BS): 43 Children: DD 19, DS 15
Divorced September 30, 2014
"It's always darkest before the dawn ..."

Posts: 2270 | Registered: Oct 2012
Member # 10552
Default  Posted: 12:52 PM, December 9th (Monday)

BTDT. I know how much it sucks and hurts.


Travel light, live light, spread the light, be the light. ~ Yogi Bhajan

Posts: 15413 | Registered: Apr 2006 | From: Now an AZ girl
Member # 40115
Default  Posted: 10:42 PM, December 9th (Monday)

Because of STBXH's behavior, I had to have the "has dad ever touched you inappropriately" discussion with my DD. No one should EVER have to ask their children that. Even though it turned out okay (he's never touched them), I will NEVER put them back into that situation where it could even be a remote possibility.

Damned straight we will get pissed off on behalf of our kids, even if we can't on behalf of ourselves.

Edited to correct stupid typos.

Two steps forward and one step backwards, is still progress.

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