I am. Last nights IC was so great I came out thinking he has confirmed to do the 180. No need to let her behavior decide who I am. I decide who I am.
She has to do what is necessary to get better, and I am responsible for my own healing.
I don't reach out to her, I let her contact me. If she wants to talk to me, let her make the move.
Why should I do anything, when I didn't do anything wrong.
ETA: Read it and I am keeping my guard up.