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sisoon posted 1/3/2020 16:58 PM

I opted against STD testing for myself because my W got tested. HPV showed up in her results; there was no test for HPV in men at the time.

My objections to polygraphs are:

1) I had far too many questions for a poly, and I expect that the vast majority of BSes have, too.

2) I believe most human beings are more sensitive to indicators of truth/lies than machines are.

3) The operator can make or break a test, and I have no reliable way of evaluating an operator.

4) For many people, a gut sense that the WS is withholding critical info is enough to pull the plug on the M. For them, a poly is superfluous.

5) If the poly says '100% truthful,' and the gut says, 'She's holding something back,' the poly was a waste of time and money.

I could go on, but if more is needed, I'm the wrong person to be writing on this topic.

Westway posted 1/3/2020 17:51 PM

Just read up on your story and my heart goes out to you. I cannot add anything to what these people have said, other that until she completely shuts the other man out of her life, there is no hope for reconciliation at all. You will just be spinning your wheels.

There is a term they use here called the "pick me dance". Please, whatever you do, do NOT do this. Don't compete for her affection. You would be better off telling her you are divorcing her and that she is free to go and be with the man she loves, and that you wish her the best. Seriously: file for divorce and tell her that you want her to be happy, and that if this new man is who makes her happy, then you will move on with your own life and find someone who is not a cheater and who will make YOU happy.

Buffer posted 1/3/2020 18:43 PM

Sorry double post


[This message edited by Buffer at 6:46 PM, January 3rd (Friday)]

Buffer posted 1/3/2020 18:45 PM

Hi Spaceman.
What Westway said word for word. It is about you and your happiness.
How can you feel safe in this relationship if WW and the POS are still being friends?
Also if she is financially supporting him and being in contact for a new abode.
She has to go NC Now not just for a week. Is she remorseful for her actions or for being caught? If they just kiss 💋 (bullshit) some STDs as well STIs can be passed in saliva. She and you need to be tested now!

Life some times sucks

Exercise, drink water only healthy eating start 180 now ! Move into the LA home and let her remain in the primary residence.


cannotforgive posted 1/4/2020 05:55 AM

So, people spent their valuable time to give you advice and and help you and you remove your posts?

cannotforgive posted 1/4/2020 05:55 AM

duplicate, slow internet

[This message edited by cannotforgive at 5:56 AM, January 4th (Saturday)]

Thumos posted 1/4/2020 09:09 AM

Your WW taking an STD test Is not a surefire guarantee that she hasnít passed something on to you. Get tested yourself.

A polygraph is just a tool, but a very strong one. It supplements other information, it serves as a psychic pressure point, and I recommend it

beenthereinco posted 1/4/2020 12:02 PM

Not sure where you went and why you took your posts with you. If you heard something here you didn't like I am sorry but having looked back over your thread I didn't see anyone say anything overly harsh. Perhaps Mrs. Spaceman found this site and you're covering it up?

We'll be here if you decide to come back. The people here are great and they give advice out of experience and compassion. We are all sorry when anyone shows up here and needs it.

DeWittle posted 1/4/2020 20:58 PM

I must be missing something, all of his post are there, nothing has been deleted.

AFL1000 posted 1/4/2020 23:54 PM

JSpaceman did delete his posts. The Guidelines state:

SI.com does not delete entire threads unless absolutely necessary, even at the original Author's request.

Not sure if JSpaceman had second thoughts or if the mods intervened and restored his deleted posts.

DeWittle posted 1/5/2020 00:38 AM


Robert22205https posted 1/5/2020 18:33 PM

JSpaceman ... how are you doing?

You're not the first person to walk this painful path.

You are not alone.

[This message edited by Robert22205https at 6:33 PM, January 5th (Sunday)]

DBFool2019 posted 2/4/2020 15:12 PM

Sorry your here Spaceman, but you seem to have found the right place.

If her word is to believed, they stopped just short of sex (on several occasions, including in our house in LA... vomit.) Also, if her word is to believed, she broke it off with him ("let's just be friends") that same day she left Austin, and the day it all went down outside the shower. And third, if her word is to be believed, she started seeing a therapist about a month ago in an effort to figure out how to end that relationship, and how to tell me that it happened.

Her word is NOT to be believed. Grown ass adults don't ruin their lives for "almost". Hang in there and listen to the experienced members here and you will have your best chance of making it out of this mess in one piece!

EllieKMAS posted 2/4/2020 15:41 PM

Hey Spaceman - I know how hard it it is to read responses in JFO. I remember when I first stumbled in here too. How are you holding up?

DBFool2019 posted 2/5/2020 07:50 AM

the major theme there is just that this was some one-in-a-million chemical reaction out of her control that would have never happened if she wasn't in that exact moment

So, in essence she is telling you that this "chemical reaction" out of her control can happen again at some point. Is this something you're willing to roll the dice on again after all of this hurt she has caused? She's not taking responsibility in any way, shape, or form.

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