I got a new IC yesterday an boy the difrence is
night and day between the last one and new
one i got. My BS always tould me just cuss the a
counsler dont mean they good. An first one
wasnt. So passive and qiet stairing at me alot
qiet. Sed that damn thing ive done alot. The
ummmm thing. You know alot of you sey
ummm lol. I havnt in long time thou. Stopd
that and working on not seying IWas just
trying. Seying that to things pisses my BS off on
a high lvl. Feels i trying to make sound as if sge
wasnt lissening ti me and i defensive and
repeating in sarcastic way im gessing. This new
IC dont shut up at all lmao. He has alot to sey
and his personality is easy to talk to also. I
went into some verry verry hard things to sey
to anyone. BS pulld some ugly as hell info from
childe life thelis passd weak so i shaird with IC.
He seamd lil botherd and ashamed for me i
had that life. I sed more in my one day sofar
with him than i did in 5 seshens with the last IC
lol. For once i looking forwerd to next meeting.
An i feel i doing for my self first and learning
my self. Over going for relationship only. My
BS was realy shockd i found a good IC let lone
go for my self now. She sed i took alot of
waight off her and was glad. Cuss i made it as if
IC was only cuss of her and if she left ide stop
going to IC. So its a great feeling to take waight
off the women of my life i love. An i hape to
keep learning and seeing. An i want to make it
in life of one of the few. Not live a life of one of
the manny.
