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Must Survive (original poster member #34533) posted at 7:08 PM on Saturday, August 10th, 2013
Was my wedding day to my STBXH. I was the happiest woman in the world. My 2nd wedding, his first. He wanted a church wedding because he was only going to get married once. (First marriage was not in a church).
The pain of this day just snuck up on me. Last year (first anniversary after D-day) I had just lost my daughter so really cognizant of anything. This year I feel it. Today sucks. I had not even really put it in my mind up until 2 hours ago. Woke up with a headache, wondered how that happened. Made plans for lunch with daughters. Then it hit me. My anniversary. Then I wonder if he remembers. What he is doing.
Getting a little weepy. I may have to take either take something or go shopping. Anything to get my mind off of today.
I really hate what he has done.
Me BS
WS: Just a squished bug on the window of my life!
Divorced-Let my new beginning start
They have a choice: they can live in my new world, or they can die in their old one." — Daenerys Targaryen
caregiver9000 ( member #28622) posted at 7:14 PM on Saturday, August 10th, 2013
Me: fortysomething, independent, happy,
XH "Stretch" (and Skew!) ;)
two kids, teens. Old enough I am truly NO CONTACT w/ NPD zebraduck
S 5/2010
D 12/2012
CheaterMagnet ( member #33581) posted at 7:19 PM on Saturday, August 10th, 2013
I'm so sorry sweetie. ((((HUGS)))) to you. Be kind to yourself.
If Happy Ever After did exist, I would still be holding you like this.
All those fairly tales are full of shit.
One more fucking love song I'll be sick. ~ Maroon 5
Crushed1 ( member #6449) posted at 7:33 PM on Saturday, August 10th, 2013
((((MustSurvive)))) I'm sorry this date is bringing such painful memories to surface. Good advice I received for times like this is to acknowledge the memories, then let them go and make this a day of celebrating YOU, go shopping or do anything to take your mind away from this. Peace and strength to you!
~~"You can't run away from yourself"!!! Me to my H when he descended into adultery insanity.
~~Prov.15:13 "By sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken"
~~"The day breaks-your mind aches"
~STRENGTH~PEACE~HOPE~FAITH
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