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simplydevastated (original poster member #25001) posted at 5:18 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Well...today was a shitty day all around. 
It's 12:15am and I can't sleep even though I'm dead tired.
I know there are a lot of people out there hurting right now so I'm sending (((hugs))) and strength to all of you.
Let's hope that Friday is a better day for us all.
Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
Broken1Again ( member #32211) posted at 5:20 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Sorry your day was sh!tty. I can relate. :( hugs back at you. Know you aren't the only one who can't sleep.
WS and I together 31 years.
Two kids 26/23
Lostinthismess ( member #39210) posted at 5:25 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Me too. I don't sleep very well anymore anyway. Friday has to be better simply because it's Friday!!!
'You just keep living, until you are alive again'
'I don't want perfect, I want honest'
simplydevastated (original poster member #25001) posted at 5:28 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
My mind is racing with everything that happened today.
Broken, I'm sorry you had a bad day, too.
Lost, I'll have a couple days where I'll sleep fine but for the most part I haven't slept well since my first Dday.
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Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
nowiknow23 ( member #33226) posted at 5:31 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
((((((sd)))))) Sending you strength and comfort.
You can call me NIK
And never grow a wishbone, daughter, where your backbone ought to be.
― Sarah McMane
Lostinthismess ( member #39210) posted at 5:34 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Ditto Simply. That's how it goes for me. I'm trying to get into deployment mode too. Can't really with the A stuff going on though ... Taking up too much head space....
'You just keep living, until you are alive again'
'I don't want perfect, I want honest'
whatnow8 ( member #36576) posted at 5:40 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Hugs to everyone here. This all just sucks.
wtf?? How insane does your life have to get that you want to polygraph your freaking HUSBAND. ~ OldCow18
It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go. ~ unknown
MrsDoubtfire ( member #24786) posted at 5:54 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Hugs back to you all. I'm wide awake too but it's not A related. It's just insomnia that I get from time to time 
One day you will be farther out from all the hurt and will be able to sleep soundly once more.
(HUGS to anyone awake because of infidelity and the crappy horse it rode in on)
BS(Me) FWH(Him) DDay 05.09
A went underground. True R 02.10
I won't let another woman reap the benefit of enjoying the man my H has now become†
Dreamland ( member #40488) posted at 6:57 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
HUGGSSS!!!
I rarely sleep anymore. I am having a bad year and tomorrow will be bad.😰😰😰
Me-BS 50 Him-WH 47, DD17
Together since 1993, Married 19 yrs
DDay 3/12,4/12,7/12 EA-PA OW - 25 single husband chasing bastard whore
MediumRare ( member #35128) posted at 7:47 AM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
INSOMNIACS UNITE!
I've got a full year+ of 4-6 hours sleep TOPS (usually less than 3 hours) under my belt from this bullshit.
My doctor said it should have killed me long ago, but I knew better... death would have been too easy, so I knew it wouldn't possibly happen. 
At the same time, I've learned how to make the insomniac schedule work, which involves flack seed oil tablets, almond butter on celery and poppy seeds. When I'm up past 4am and have to work in just a few hours, that magical combo seems to super-charge my 3-4 hours sleep in profound ways so I can carry on another day. 
BS (ME): 44
WS(HER): 42
9 years
OM#1- 20-something loser, stole bunch of my things after she had sex with him in our bed (no condoms, STDs)
OM#2- 24 year old, unemployed loser, lives with mom & dad
DDay 1/2012
NC 3/20/2012
SGASDay 4/1/2012
simplydevastated (original poster member #25001) posted at 3:04 PM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
I hope you all were finally able to get some sleep.
I slept in one hour shifts. So maybe four hours total.
Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
Faithful w/Love ( member #33128) posted at 3:10 PM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
Thank you for the hugs! It is a shitty Friday for me. I was in such a good mood yesterday afternoon until night struck and a new Dday.
BS(ME)41 WH(HIM)38
DD 21 and DS 16
Separated Aug 2012
Moved back home Oct 31 2013
Separated again June 2014. Heading toward divorce.
False R. Still Lying.
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is all you have left"
simplydevastated (original poster member #25001) posted at 4:05 PM on Friday, September 27th, 2013
I know how you feel. 
Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
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