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Gajit (original poster member #40665) posted at 1:09 AM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
I find this forum helpful in a lot of ways.
That being said...I feel so lonely in my battle, and it is a battle right now.
I don't have the energy anymore.
I just don't.
So. Damn. Tired.
Lord, with Your help I will focus on each small step of the climb, instead of the mountain that stands before me.
caregiver9000 ( member #28622) posted at 1:17 AM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
It is a battle. I am sorry you are battle weary. I understand.
(((hugs)))
Me: fortysomething, independent, happy,
XH "Stretch" (and Skew!) ;)
two kids, teens. Old enough I am truly NO CONTACT w/ NPD zebraduck
S 5/2010
D 12/2012
Dobegirl ( member #41837) posted at 1:57 AM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
I am right there with you honey. ((((Hugs)))
Me- BS 44 Always faithfull
Him- WS 44
2 mo. EA/PA with 25 yr. old slut that stroked his ego, OL profiles, CL ads
Married 8 years-No kids together
DDay-11/21/12...and many more
False R 2 LONG years
Time is a thief when your undecided
yestopants ( member #41631) posted at 2:40 AM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
(((Gajit))) yes it is a battle but you are not alone. It's okay to not have energy. It's okay to be tired.
Me: 37
2 amazing kids DS, DD
allyk2014 ( new member #41688) posted at 3:26 AM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
Completely understand. (((((Hugs))))))
Me: 38
WH: 43 Narcissist
Currently separated
macakipa ( member #33735) posted at 2:17 PM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
(((Gajit))), totally natural and understandable.
It is the part of the nightmare that weighs us down to the point that we feel the only relief would be to admit defeat.
Hang in there. Stay strong. You CAN finish the battle. I promise you.
Re-energize. Take a day just for you. Go for a walk, run, massage, anything that will help ease the stress.
M -25 years, T - 31 years, 4 children
Dday October 8, 2011 - Multiple PAs and ONs
Divorced 1-8-13
"When you give a lot of importance to someone in your life, you lose your importance in their life."
SusanR ( member #29368) posted at 2:18 PM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
(((Gajit))) Hang in there!
Chrysalis123 ( member #27148) posted at 2:50 PM on Saturday, January 25th, 2014
Someone I once loved gave me/ a box full of darkness/ It took me years to understand/ That this, too, was a gift. - Mary Oliver
Just for the record darling, not all positive changes feel positive in the beginning -S C Lourie
BAB61 ( member #41181) posted at 5:08 AM on Sunday, January 26th, 2014
(((gajit))) I feel that way some days too! Just keep on keeping on! This whole infidelity crap sandwich just really sucks!! This too will pass ... that's what I keep saying to myself. Just one day at a time, just one foot in front of the other.
Boss A** B*tch
BS/52 Me, STBXpos/56, dd's 16&14
1st D-day 10/19/2013 EA/PA
2nd D-day 12/7/2013 LTA/Rendezvous
S 12/7/2013 No-fault state, 6 mo S, counting down the days.
mof2 ( member #40287) posted at 5:25 AM on Sunday, January 26th, 2014
((((gait))))) it really is a hard battle but one you will win. Please hang in there and understand that you deserve so much better!
BW - Me 43
WH - Cheating Swine 43
Dday - February 12, 2013....a week before I was to give birth to the child I miscarried and 12 days before our 5th anniversary.
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