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AndreaL (original poster member #41522) posted at 7:45 PM on Friday, July 25th, 2014
My WS touch sickens me, I keep thinking of how he touched her. How can one reconcile when your husband sickens you? I just feel like I'm drowning and maybe R isn't in the cards for us. Today I want to die..He's an ER doctor and I just feel I'll never be able to trust him. He is trying so hard, he really is. But my heart is broken, I am broken.
Me:35
Hubby:38
Kids ages: 2 and 5
Married: 8 years
DDAY: Dec 1 2013
Affair: 2 months EA and PA
Status: Separted. Sigh...I wish I could forgive 😞
Update: attempting to reconcile
sisoon ( Moderator #31240) posted at 12:19 AM on Saturday, July 26th, 2014
With a 12/2013 d-day, your disgust may be normal, or it may be your final judgment.
Do you have someone IRL to talk this over with?
fBH (me) - on d-day: 66, Married 43, together 45, same sex apDDay - 12/22/2010Recover'd and R'edYou don't have to like your boundaries. You just have to set and enforce them.
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