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Lost333 (original poster member #35182) posted at 9:04 PM on Saturday, July 14th, 2012
Knowing what I know now, even I wouldn't want to be married to me.
Unexpectedsong-I'm sure there are wonderful things about you. I notice you post questions alot and encourage waywards to think-that is helpful.
Maybe my BH doesn't want to be married to me NOW but I am going to become a woman deserving of his love, that he does want to be married to (I hope 
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[This message edited by Lost333 at 3:05 PM, July 14th (Saturday)]
Me:29,WS/BS Him:27, BS/WS (DontTreadOnMe) His Dday 2/19/12. My Dday 9/29/12
Married: 2 yrs, together 4 1/2
"And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom" Anais Nin
MediumRare ( member #35128) posted at 9:11 PM on Saturday, July 14th, 2012
You might want to clarify that with "the OLD you," UnexpectedSong.
I am disgusted by the person I was in my 20's, but at the time I saw nothing wrong with my behavior. I got help, made changes, and did the hard work and that person is now gone and no longer can I even associate with who that person was.
If you walk the walk as well as talk the talk, it is much like a metamorphosis where the slithery larvae we once were becomes a butterfly.
BS (ME): 44
WS(HER): 42
9 years
OM#1- 20-something loser, stole bunch of my things after she had sex with him in our bed (no condoms, STDs)
OM#2- 24 year old, unemployed loser, lives with mom & dad
DDay 1/2012
NC 3/20/2012
SGASDay 4/1/2012
WalkinOnEggshelz ( member #29447) posted at 9:11 PM on Saturday, July 14th, 2012
Lost,
You have always been deserving of his love! You just haven't always been accepting of it. And now you want to become the woman he deserves.
If you keep asking people to give you the benefit of the doubt, they will eventually start to doubt your benefit.
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