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allatsea ( member #38923) posted at 7:25 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Savvy,
It's not your fault I'm sad. It's all my fault, of course! 
My children go on holiday tomorrow with WW and POS. They are just in the bath. They don't seem that excited about their holiday. They are normally climbing the walls with excitement.
I'm half a vodka bottle down already and I predict a shit nights sleep. Anxiety is kicking in. I know I should focus on myself but I really want my family whole again. That is my only thought.
You can't fix crazy. All you can do is document it
Sal1995 ( member #39099) posted at 7:30 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Ever since D-day I think about sex all the time.
This has been my normal existence since age 12, so I haven't noticed a difference. 
savvy (original poster member #39102) posted at 8:20 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Allatsea
I'm so sorry your feeling so sad. Try not to drown it in the vodka. I know it's hard but it will probably make you feel miserable tomorrow. I understand I want my family whole again also. I worried about the holiday weekend ( Memorial Day). I know it's going to get to me that we aren't together as a family. Try to stay strong and I wish you peace
(((Hugs))))
me-BS (52).
2 children 24 and 23
Together 33 years divorced one year
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
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