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				    				Rainbows ( member #39362)		posted at 7:07 AM on Friday, April 11th, 2014	
			 
	When I first filed and told a few close friends and family, they all wanted to celebrate.  One friend even started planning a party. 
 
 
	I understand that from the outside looking in, they saw it as a move in the right direction for me.  It was still hurtful because I was also grieving the loss of my M along with all of the hopes and dreams that went along with it. 
 
 
	I feel that the M was it's own separate entity from us and I still get really sad about losing it sometimes. 
 
 
	My S&D process has been so grueling, that I will most likely be singing from on top of a mountain when it's done. 
 
			 			There is always a rainbow after every storm.  		
	 	 
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