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ThisIsSoLonely ( Guide #64418) posted at 8:53 PM on Thursday, March 7th, 2019
I realize that I am a bit "different" than most on here. The affect of the looking made/makes me feel bad about me, him, and most importantly life in general. I simply can't live that way - it makes ME miserable and NO ONE is worth staying with if I need to check up on them. My life is too valuable. That's what I've told him over and over again - I don't know how he can ever "make up for" stealing all this time from me. I only get one life (something he said last night to me actually). And I realize this makes the task harder for him - to build real trust w/out my checking up on him and him being about to use that as some sort of proof to me means he has to show me with his actions, each and every day.
The fact is that before I "knew" something was off with him and I determined something was up w/in 2 weeks - I just overrode myself and didn't catch him then. Those days are long gone now - I guess
the day I have to "check" on him now means my bags are packed. If my gut tells me something is off - and that feeling is more than fleeting...it's time to go. Life is simply too short to WASTE with someone who is willing to steal yours from you. I mean really - if the love of your life is willing to rob you blind of the one thing you are positive you only get one of, that's not saying much for love.
[This message edited by ThisIsSoLonely at 2:54 PM, March 7th (Thursday)]
You are the only person you are guaranteed to spend the rest of your life with. Act accordingly.
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