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wantstorepair (original poster member #32598) posted at 4:04 PM on Sunday, November 17th, 2019
3greatkids,
I have hurt you and failed you on every possible level in this awful journey I forced you on. I am responsible for all of it. I do care about how deeply I violated your trust and destroyed your life and brought chaos and harm to you and our 3 great kids - none of you deserved this nor are you at fault despite my defensiveness and blame shifting. I owe it you to compensate for my dishonesty, cruelty, violence, and my disregard for your feelings, your safety, and the vows I made to you. I owe you for the mental, physical and emotional abuse I subjected to you, and for the terrible damage I caused to your sense self worth. You are a wonderful women and a great mother, and everything wrong in your life is my fault - I am responsible. I am wrong to ask or demand anything of you, and apologize for the pain I caused and for acting with such narcissistic entitlement.
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