So here is another update
I had an open effective communication with my betrayed wife this evening
she stated to me that she does want a divo1rce she feels it's the only security for her right now.
She believes that in all the time we have been married that there is very little good times only mostly bad times.
She says she is willing to still work on the marriage but wants to file because she says she can stop it if things work out.
We talked a little bit more and I've come to the conclusion that there is little I can do other than showing her love
I guess I have to accept my fate as this will be the inevitable conclusion of my actions.
I love her with every fiber of my being and am truly heartbroken.
She says she loves me but that she has to look out for herself only from now on.
I'llpost mmore tomorrow in greater detail
