123199 (original poster new member #86147) posted at 5:11 AM on Saturday, May 10th, 2025
Hi all. After 3.5 years of solitude just crying and suffering alone, I am here for friendship and support. I posted my story in my profile if you care to read it. I know it’s not a perfect story, there are parts missing and it’s messy, but hopefully, together, with your help, I can sort the rest of it out and feel better. We have not been to any therapy or read many books. I am grateful because prior to all of this I was not new to therapy and self help. I’ve read about 30 books about alcoholism and I have healed most of my childhood trauma. There was a lot of that. Now it’s just this. I should be optimistic but sometimes I’m really not. I’m tired and I need help.