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So last year WS made an absolute mess of our lives he had a full blown affair with a girl 14 years younger than him moved in with her and her parents for a few weeks then came back home.

Since he’s been back (3 months) he kept in contact with her that I know of till around 2 months ago. He left the company they worked for and works elsewhere. I’m pretty certain he’s not in contact anymore.

He’s trying to rug sweep everything. But his moods so low I’m not sure if he’s depressed or having a midlife crisis. He hates his new job keeps on about how he has nothing. He was a gym guy really attractive and since hasn’t been in the gym he’s really let himself go.

We had a big family young, he provides well, we are not rich or poor but are in a good position, we have debt like a lot of people that could easily be cleared off in 2-3 years max. but has now said he regrets having so many kids not our actual kids he loves them but wishes he had planned his future properly out.

I’m at fault for his affair because he didn’t feel I appreciated him, that’s basically what he thinks. I’ve really tried with him the last few weeks but I’m just not getting anything in return from him. He keeps saying to just let him get on with it and it will fall into place.

I’m not sure if he’s having some kind of midlife crisis or he’s depressed? Is this a result of the affair he had?

Any experience? I’m at my wits end with him now I’m ready to walk out but am still concerned for his mental health

I've read your other threads and your husband is not a safe partner. I think he's just going to continue to manipulate you for as long as you continue to let him.

I’m at fault for his affair because he didn’t feel I appreciated him, that’s basically what he thinks.

Nuh-uh. No. Nope. Things like this are why I say he's not a safe partner. He's at fault for the affair. Did you put a gun to his head and tell him he has no other choice but to sleep with a co worker? You need to stop worrying about his feelings and start focusing on you and your kids. Speaking of which...

he regrets having so many kids

Seriously? It sounds to me like he wants to blame everyone but himself for his problems (or what he perceives as problems. Your kids are not a "problem.").

ETA: I stopped typing because I'm on the verge of using a 2×4, but I also understand the pain and frustration you're feeling right now, so I'll not do that. That said, you need to stop enabling his behavior. What he did was unforgivable, and he went above and beyond to include so many aggravating factors.

It frustrates me to read the things he's said and done to you. That frustration is because I care. I care about you and what he's put you through. I think you need to pull a hard 180 and file for divorce.

[This message edited by Pogre at 11:44 AM, Thursday, January 22nd]