WaryOptimist (original poster member #19911) posted at 6:22 PM on Monday, March 2nd, 2026
First off: If my post is not appropriate in this forum, please reclass or notify me.
I am a SA survivor, something I thought I had dealt with/handle still fairly successfully.
But the Epstein saga is in the news everywhere, with abuse being graphically described. And suddenly I realize that what's being detailed is exactly what my mom's pig of a boyfriend did to me at that same age of 12.
I can't shake it. It's not my husband with me, it's the pig. Unfortunate that my H is now as old as the pig was when the SA happened, with grey hair to boot.
When I intentionally try to fantasize it morphs to the pig. It's been held in check for over 50 years and now it's almost daily. Does anyone have this same situation? Does anyone have any suggestions? Many thanks, WO
Me: The faithful one Him: WS 4 incredible, grown kids Married 37 years, together 44 D-Day: April 1, 2006 (yep, April Fool's Day...)Aaaas Yoouuu Wiiiish...
