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I'm honestly in hell, I've been struggling so much since finding out my husband has in fact slept with the AP multiple times over a long period of time. I've never been so devastated and haven't been coping and unfortunately turned to alcohol. 2 days ago the worst thing imaginable happend I drank loads of wine was calling people crying ended up getting in my car to drive to a friend's house crashed into a lampost and got arrested, spent the night in jail and will now end up banned from driving. Before anyone tells me how bad it is nobody could say anything to make me feel any worse than I already do I never thought I could ever get so low and I don't know how I will ever get over all of this. Ashamed and devastated.

Oh no. : ( I’m so glad that are you safe and that no one got physically hurt. The only way forward from rock bottom is up. Something to tell yourself- do I want to continue in a relationship that makes me at my worst? Or puts my mental health in danger ?you have to start taking care of you. No matter how shitty you feel right now you are worthy of having a good life. Please don’t let him take that from you. Please tell someone in your life what’s going on . Get support. No other person is worth your own mental health. Especially someone who could go behind your back and do that to you. Prayers for your healing

You are in agony. You would never have done that under normal circumstances I assume. Please be gracious to yourself. Start seeking support through here or family you love and trust, and a professional trauma therapist. Allow yourself to feel. I know that seems odd....but it is the path healing. 😢. You are loved.

Sending you hugs (((Selenite))).