Hoping
Hi, I literally cannot live with the guilt. I am the betrayer and I regret it so much, I had 2 online affairs within 3 months , and stupidly met up with both at seperate times,
My husband said 3 wks later he is willing to try and save our marriage , he doesn’t want marriage counselling so I’m persuing this on my own , I had the affair as I was feeling low/ unwanted/ feeling I do everything which isn’t an excuse as i still should not have done it,
Can anyone give me a time of when they starting to feel better , I literally cannot function with the stress and guilt , ontop of taking to my husband and answering all questions honestly , I’ve told him everything. Whilst also looking after 3 young children . I don’t actually feel I can cope with feeling like this for years. Did it start to lift and get better in months ? I’m not expecting it to go away just be manageable and be able to do day to day stuff without crying all the time and feeling not being able to move/ tired etc. I also worry about the future being on my own etc i have no job
3 comments posted: Tuesday, September 2nd, 2025
