Go in peace. Live in love. Find your smiles
I hate this. And I hate that I have to be here
This is so absolutely awful. I hate that I even have to join a group. I hate thinking about it talking about it and feeling these feelings. I way to cry scream yell and cry some more. I hate this and I hate having to heal alone because she just thinks it will go away if we don’t get help I guess I dii ok t know. Shes just out here living and enjoying life and I’m now in hell for her sin. Seems a bit…. Can I even curse here. Whatever. You know what I’m saying. I have no one to all to. Can’t tell anyone she did this. I can’t risk my kids ever finding out. They don’t deserve to hear that shit. Or carry it. I need someone to talk to. Anyone. I’m going insane over this. I love her. I hate her. I want her. I’m repulsed by her. Arrrghhh. Is about the most sane thing I can say about it all. Just. Plain. Argh. Help. Help? HELP! please.
4 comments posted: Thursday, April 23rd, 2026
