LD-LTA far too long WS/OW same xAPDivorced/single - D not related to A. Compartmentalization is a bear.
The door is closed
LD-LTA is over, did the yes/no maybe so for a couple of years, I finally said no and i mean it. I know this will stick - I am one that once a relationship ends, nothing and I do mean nothing will get me to change my mind.
I am sad but relieved, confused one minute and clear headed the next.
I struggle with how deeply I compartmentalized the A. There are years of pushing stuff in a box.
The why’s need for attention, need for affection, escape, validation. Sounds simple… it’s anything but.
So for now, i think i will just hang around here a bit, and learn.
2 comments posted: Wednesday, July 22nd, 2026
