Sometimes its the kids, they get fussy and whiney, and if its raining we can't go out and burn off the energy.
Then its work, BH's work really really sucks the life out of him. Think asshole jerk for a boss in a small shop.
Then the weekend rolls around and we're both hoping for a little relief, I try to let BH sleep in a bit in between kids asking for juice or a new TV show. We did go out for Date Night, that was pretty nice actually. It came up at the last minute and we really enjoyed each other and what we were doing.
Sunday, visited a friend at his new vacation/retirement house. He told us a quick story about why his grandchildren hadn't visited yet. His son is sleeping with his secret wife's sister, and so our friend outed him to the wife. And now they're not talking.
It never seems to end. Infidelity is everywhere. You cannot get away from it. I certainly can't, BH can't. But we're trying.
BH is pretty down today at work, I texted him and emailed him hoping to lift his spirits, but I don't get to be next to him, to touch him and kiss him. Hard weekend feels like its rolling into a hard week.
I'm continuing on, and taking care of BH the best I can.
I love you BH!
