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So last night I find out that the whore took it up the ass for WH. My fault, I asked. Didn't ask any details, just wanted to know in general if that particular act had ever happened. No mind movie problems, don't require any brain bleach, I actually kind of laughed when I found out.

But still....

In one sense I don't care, because I will NEVER enjoy that and I have talked to enough other women to know that I'm not abnormal for not wanting anything going IN my OUT hole. He says he can live without it, so no problem.

He claims it was only one time (out of the 20+ they slept together), I'm not sure if I believe that. If it's true, perhaps she didn't enjoy it either.

So, if she didn't enjoy it and she did it for him anyway....well, that bothers me, I guess. Maybe because it makes me think she had feelings for him that were strong enough for her to give that to him.

If she did enjoy it....well, more power to her I guess. Whatever floats her boat. I refuse to compete in that arena. Eww.

Then, since D-day I've started having severe anxiety issues anytime that he is tired, or not in the mood, or seems to have a little trouble "finishing". I can't stop thinking that I must not turn him on anymore. He's had something better and now I just don't do it for him. It actually makes me burst into tears right there in bed. I'm sure that kind of pressure is great for our sex life.

Fucking whore. FUCKING WHORE. I hope she dies, but not until after she's contracted a nasty case of crotch rot from her inability to keep her legs closed.

I am about one click away from sending her the most recent email I wrote her (it's calm but clearly disapproving). I don't think it would be wise to make a decision like that when my mind is as messed up as it is today, though.

I am seriously not able to function today

[This message edited by MFC2011 at 10:16 AM, March 14th (Wednesday)]

Anal is over-rated.

Maybe because it makes me think she had feelings for him that were strong enough for her to give that to him.

or she is just a filthy, disgusting whore...

You need to do what you are comfortable with, I don't blame you one bit for not wanting to. I think it's quite myself and I'd be willing to bet that is the general consensus.

Hi again...I posted on your other thread about OW being a BS. Just wondering if this is related at all???

She is willing to do anything to keep 'her' ...or in this case 'YOUR' ...man because she felt she had to do anything he asked or even offered it to him to keep him especially if she knew you didn't do it for him. Or maybe she is just one of those women that does enjoy it?

I will NEVER enjoy that and I have talked to enough other women to know that I'm not abnormal for not wanting anything going IN my OUT hole.

I am of the same camp as you on that one.

I can relate, OW in my case gave 'anal oral' sorry but not my thing at all, even my H said he avoided kissing her after she had done it. She wasnt even bothered that he showered first ewww.

For the first few months after d day i was concerned that he had experienced this and would always think of it. Now I know not, i know thatbwhat he didmwith that woman disgusts him, makes him feel ashamed and dirty. He says it was seedy and that our sex life is somuch more equal and satisfying and unselfish, he was just taking from her he had no respect for her. That was also as good as it got with her, the rest was rubbish.

I only hope that one day she gets hepatitis or something equally nasty

from her party trick

He claims it was only one time (out of the 20+ they slept together),

Is this a standard line for all WS?

I heard it, too. Only, mine had the decency to add, he only went in a little bit. Isn't that comforting?

I was with a woman for about 3 years that really enjoyed it - and yet we only did it about 3 or 4 times. I enjoyed it when we did it, but we just didn't do it very often - so he might be telling the truth about just doing it once.

FWIW, I think all OW "take it up the ass" one way or another!

Holy Crap!

Sorry, had to get that pun in there.

Understanding I haven't read any of your other posts it seems your WH is pretty non-chalant about this stuff, not saying he should have lied but if he's not feeling terrible about your feelings he's a real SOB.

Very very sorry for you, we all have these UNFOUNDED visions that the sex our cheating no good dirty rotten spouses had during their affairs was the bomb. It really wasn't we all know that but it doesn't make you feel any better, I totally get it.

Good thoughts and wishes out to you.

Ugh. What do expect? She is a nasty disgusting whore who belittled herself in that way just to keep him happy. He used her. Plain and simple. That is one of the first questions I asked my cheater. Luckily it was No.. and no on the oral too. At least on her. She put her nasty mouth on my man though. Ugh. So sorry.

I won't ask any of these questions, I don't need to know. I understand how some might need to know every little sexual detail, however, I don't. I need to know every other little detail, though.

I think OW will do just about anything to hook the MM sexually. OW thought it had the golden vagina, no man could resist it.

If they get their "man" to leave the spouse, I feel that all might change. Not so willing to take it up the ass and give constant BJ's and anal oral and whatever other kinky thing they did.

Having sex with my FWH every 5-6 weeks is quite different then living with him and having sex on a daily basis. Wouldn't be quite as exciting.

Wow, MFC, I so feel your pain. And, by the way, you write an awesome VENT!!! You go girl!!!! Please don't give too much thought to this bit of new info...all it means, like you already said, is....she's a whore.

it makes me think she had feelings for him that were strong enough for her to give that to him.

IMO, this is most probably NOT the scenario that occurred. Most likely it was "porn-star wannbe" mentality at work. (Most of these women don't have a whole lot else going for them, KWIM?)

I can't stop thinking that I must not turn him on anymore. He's had something better and now I just don't do it for him.

Please don't think this! "He's had something better". Oh, honey, for God's sake...He's had a skank's ASSHOLE for God's sake...Just a piece. of. ass. hole. Not a pretty picture. Please just mentally superimpose a visual of an asshole over her face. That's what she is. An asshole.

And TMR,

'anal oral'

Well, what can I say? What a prize. What a lady. Bet her Mom's proud of her!

I only hope that one day she gets hepatitis or something equally nasty

from her party trick

Oh, she will, she will.

Ladies, these women are whores. Disgusting human toilets. Worthless, disgusting whores. Never, EVER, compare yourselves to such vermin!

I have never cheated on anyone... nor will I ever cheat on anyone... I am college educated, beautiful, funny and guess what... I enjoy anal.

Not every woman who enjoys it (and I know MANY who do) are bad women.

Just sayin'.

Harlowe, you are right, there is nothing wrong about personal preferences at all, it doesn't imply anything about character, only about personal preferences.

So this is a judge-free post!

However, I have to ask (not Harlowe, but in general) wouldn't "anal oral" involve some hygiene concerns?

If I am thinking anal oral as her mouth on his bum, it would concern me health wise. I could not do that.

That doesn't mean he wouldn't enjoy it or I wouldn't enjoy it if I could get past the eww factor, but others probably enjoy it.

t/j

BEWARE....Warning, warning, warning seriously disgusting TMI here:

wouldn't "anal oral" involve some hygiene concerns?

Uh, yeah. The human mouth is a part of the body that always has open cuts and abrasions in it......so, huge mode of transmisson for bacteria, E-coli, STD's...barf, barf, barf....

Another t/j here, but the above is a huge reason why I have such a complete disgust for porn. Competely irresponsible behavior where that "category" is concerned, and the demeaning nature of a man ending anal sex by sticking his penis in the females mouth, is quite simply, one of the sickest and most demeaning activities I can imagine.

Anal is over-rated.

Very much so.

or she is just a filthy, disgusting whore...

BINGO

((((hugs))))

Maybe the whore only did anal because he told her that you dont?? So that she could look more exciting in your WH's eyes??

[This message edited by Ongelikkig at 3:57 AM, March 15th (Thursday)]

OMG! OMG! OMG!!! The skank my WH had his A with was also into anal. In an email she said it was "their thing."

She sent another email detailing how it's done, mentioning anal oral. (Not a surprise. She clearly suffers from diarrhea of the mouth and never shut up.) I asked WH about that but I already knew his mouth could not touch the Hershey Highway. It didn't.

I look at it this way. This whore is so fugly that her hookups prefer not having to see her face.

Like you, I always have a draft email ready to go to the slut, but haven't sent it. It just feels good to write it.

It's hard to mentally keep this bitch out of my bed. Still, I'm not morally bankrupt so there's really no comparison.

{{{HUGS}}}

Most people's anuses are cleaner than their mouths. And no, anal sex is not my preference. IMHO, it is a sex act, not a personality flaw.

As much as I enjoy kissing, every once in awhile I think about the mechanics and I think eeewwww.