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EmotionalFool (original poster member #37362) posted at 2:05 PM on Thursday, June 6th, 2013
After the incidence, where CL pointed out that I had added few more details to the particular day event .. I was surprised.. I have almost discussed everything over and over again
But adding more details scared the hell out of me..
I have been putting off writing it down.. Even though it was very very uncomfortable for me to share the details with CL.. I knew it was needed for his healing .. Somehow I could separate myself from actually feeling the sadness ..
I have discussed the same things with 2 ICs and still I couldn’t just put it down on the paper..
Last couple of days have been very unsettling for me and I realized I had a reached a place where I HAD to write it down..
I did.. today .. din take long … 2 – 3 hrs .. I haven’t noted down my feelings or what was happening around me ..
I just wrote down the dates.. what I said.. what the other person said and details of what happened .. Maybe I will revisit it later and add about my feelings.. I don’t know
But I feel so exhausted .. its not as if I am going through these things for the first time .. and still I am feeling so sad and cant stop crying.. so damn depressed
I am sorry CL 
WW: 28 (ME)
BH: 28 (SI profile: CrappyLife)
D-Day- 15/10/12
BaxtersBFF ( member #26859) posted at 2:10 PM on Thursday, June 6th, 2013
Way to go EF. 
itainteasy ( member #31094) posted at 3:02 PM on Thursday, June 6th, 2013
badchoice ( member #35566) posted at 4:56 PM on Thursday, June 6th, 2013
Me: fWH/BH 46
Separated transitioning to D
knightsbff ( member #36853) posted at 11:00 PM on Thursday, June 6th, 2013
fWW 40s, BH 40s
D-day 27 Aug 2012. Kids 25, 17, 13. 2 dogs.
I edit often to fix stuff ☺️
Profoundly grateful Every. Single. Day. that I am blessed with an H with strength, integrity, and compassion, and that he decided to try.
EmotionalFool (original poster member #37362) posted at 9:01 AM on Friday, June 7th, 2013
Thanks everybody.
WW: 28 (ME)
BH: 28 (SI profile: CrappyLife)
D-Day- 15/10/12
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