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wannabenormal (original poster member #19772) posted at 3:55 AM on Tuesday, June 11th, 2013
I feel like I've put so much of all this behind me, but she's gone through "I" little more recently and it just triggered so much in me tonight.
To know me, you wouldn't believe it; but when I was married we planned SO much. From the way we'd raise our kids (I'd be SAHM, this church we'd go to, I wouldn't work - he would) then once he met OW and all that went out the window.
Tonight I just want to send him an email saying - FUCK YOU, shitbag!!! You fucked it all up!
(not just from convo w/ sister but conversation I had with our 13 and 11yo this past weekend). They were mad at me, then I got upset (I can only do so much) and DD13 said to me - "You have NO idea what we've been through, mama!" and she's right. I don't know and I feel lost - I've tried all this time only to fail it seems.
*sigh*
Lola2kids ( member #32789) posted at 1:13 PM on Tuesday, June 11th, 2013
Oh Wannabe, I feel for the kids too.
We really don't know what they are going through.
I'm sorry you are triggering and I hope that you know that you are not alone.
I have moments where I think that my sisters will never understand. My IC helps but I find that just reading here and seeing that I am not alone in this experience, as shitty as that sounds, and people here understand.
Hugs and hope you are feeling a little better today.
BS: (Me) 48
Kids: twins DD(11)
D-Day April 18, 2011
Him:out Sept. 11, 2011
He moved an ocean away June 27, 2014.
"They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder but I am growing more and more fond of his absence"
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